Dreamm World

2011-04-10T21:08:00.002+08:00

dun be judgmental... will it even do you any good? loving one person... love it all.. Dont always set a barrier around you and doubt/avoid everyone to be a fren of yours.. Dun because of any ABC and assume all ppl are the same.. Ppl might play with ur trust ur feels ur anything.. But nt all fren does it.. Let's all open our hearts freely.. And accept everyone :) and in a n a r/s... We might break/ conflict or even play with the trust n feelings.. When we move on to next r/s alot of us tend to bring our experience and thinking to our next r/s.. And note!! That won't do anything good to both of you.. It's hard to forget what happen in the previous r/s.. But you have to let go and accept your love one right now ♥ it's not too late yet to try now..:)

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

2011-04-10T20:07:00.001+08:00

hey hey!!! im back with my blogging.. as always... i've stop blogging for quite a while.. hahahahah :D hows everyone?? :)

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

2010-10-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

You mention that you go my house dunno what to do.. have you ever wonder what about me..
you mention all your intention was good be it the method is correct or not...
you mention dunno what to do when i'm havin mood swing..
you mention i have selective listening...
you mention i always this i always that...

but.. does how i feel matters? everything you did was correct? everything you say even if its hurting as long as your intention was good then its not wrong?

i'm selfish.. dun wana get hurt by others yet hurt others.. maybe.. jus maybe i've hurt u million times.. yet i didnt know...

we always mention to share anything together.. yet it seems like i'm always sharing everything with you.. yet you were only sharing the happy things nia.. wads the point... i know your intention was good again... but i need to know how you feel too inorder to keep this goin...
i need to change too...

but how ever.. i suddenly felt... keepin all comments to myself will still be the best ba.. be it angry, dissapointment, sad, everything... i will only share with you happy things nia... from today on.. 03/10/10. i'm no longer going to tell you how i felt how i think.. everything will only share with you the happy things... thats it...

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

我还记得你的微笑-金莎

2010-09-29T17:11:00.002+08:00

有没有什么想要对我说电梯关上了和心一同坠落
爱一个人是卑微的每次答应自己的
都被你浅浅的微笑推翻了在乖与不乖之间不停穿梭
也有好几天想念到窒息了但想你的人有很多
想你都不算特别我为什么迷恋你的残酷呢
我还记得你笑的像孩子一样诉说未来轻抚着我的头发
但我真正需要你肩膀的时候你躲的远远的
曾经忍不住轻轻吻了的心跳退了又退究竟温柔能不能一起分享
已失去最初的感觉你对我说

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

2010-08-29T11:21:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone... it has been so long since i last post anything in my blog... jus an update...

WORK STATUS::

Currently working at starhub accounts. alot of things to handle... when ever i feel like giving up.. i stand up turn around my dear is there... cannot give up.. must strive hard.. =]=] all job is the same in the very beginning. its just how we look at things... i keep saying i wana give up its not going to solve the problem or actually i'm just running away from the fact only... but now.... since the AM n everyone is helping me.... y not i try alittle harder... jus a little more... and i'm able to handle. JIA YOU!!!!

R/S STATUS::

Been 1month plus with Bryan le.. all i could say is... everything seems like a dream like always... his family members, frens, cousin all accept me... everyone treat me very good.... mayb bcus of him... i dunno... erm... no negative tots here... =] the way he treat me is not like anyone had did that b4..

When overnight at his house.. early in the morning aft i come out of the bath room there it is the breakfast that u made.

During work if no time to eat or OT till i forget to eat.. he will always go to the 7eleven to buy stuff for me... even thou he left abit money for the day.. he will still find ways to feed me.. hahaha

Once he ask me if i would marry him and he will take care of me.. take responsibility of me... =]

But well.. lets see how things goes... =]

OH YA!! we got celebrate our first anni oh,... at the Pearl River Palace. over @ suntec convention hall there. We had a very full dinner. then go over his place...

i gave him a videos of pic that we took together.. plus a few letters =]

really hope he love it. as its my first attempt.. hahahaha.. =]

Currently now i'm at his home lookin at his sleeping face writiing this blog.. =] LoVing you!!

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

2010-08-08T02:21:00.002+08:00

its jus like a fairy tale dream that i'm having now.. that i hope i will neever wake up from the dream.. silly ba?? but its the first time someone treat me with so much love and care.. thou as time goes by.. things might have change.. but this period of time what ever things happen i'm not gonna forget.. aiyah.. bcome negative again.. hahaha we will stay long long de ma.. =] no worried.. =]=] met alot of his frenz le.. working frenz, neighbour, relatives.... everyone everything... rings had been make... and alot of promises had been done... Dear.. Our stories began on 25/07/2010.. its gonna be a story full of fun, joy n happiness.. thou there might be obstacles in our r/s or maybe not... but no matter what... i'm here for u =] for u to complain how much stres u had outside.. every little things of urs.. =] evern thou u are always seems so strong always so positive.. always smiling... but theres always a small part of u.. whom is sad, worry , angry or even un happy at times... jus wanted u to know.. i'm always here.. for u to talk to.. for u to share things with... i never regretted accept ur request as gf.. never will i.. i can say.. up till now u've been giving more then taking ba... to alot ppl is.. spend his money while u can.. but dunno leh... to me.. u wan buy things for me can la.. but not like everyday all that... or a simple meal can make u so full le.. why go so ex de place jus to eat? thou the foood is diff n the enviorment is nice.. thou i always wanted to know more places.. go to more places eat their special/ chef recommended dish... but once a while still ok ba... i guess.. i didnt ask a hard request... did i? i only needed my guy.. to love, care, concern, dote n take care of me can le ar.. =]

everything in life we can choose... but a relationship.. it needs fate too.. thou it might seems funny to say about fate.. but u know.. have u ever wonder whats real xin fu? have u ever try wakin up in the morning after u came out from bath while u are still blur... ur guy pass u the breakfast he made himself... every little thing that he make for u.. jus to see u smile and as long as u are happy... he's satsify le =]

i believe i mention before... i use to be very negative person.. but now... his positive has slowly influence me.. =] but i hope i didnt pass my negative to him.. =] lots of pic of things he had done for me.. and the food he prepare.. once... while working... my old gastric pain is back again.. and we ot till quite late... thou we both had not much $$$ left... he uses his card to buy cup noodle from 7/11 jus for our dinner... to alot ppl it might be "huh??? maggie only... so happy for??" but it means alot to me.. =]

having u to enter my life.. its the greatest things ever....

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

2010-07-30T19:17:00.002+08:00

today 30 july... hearing things from my bf de ex... it jus doesnt feel good.. somehow or another.. strugglings... but.. i gotta trust him... As everything is the past le.. its all over.... Our story has jus began.... all the past doesn't matter isn't it?.. who doesnt have any past???? change my mindset and think.... since its all the things is the past.. why do i mind so much when she mention how this or that about my guy,.... its because u didnt cherish him ar... wads the point of telling me all this now?? its far too late u know...

oh well... 20 Liao... grown up le.... gotta be stronger iwhen handling my emotions... even thou he might be close to alot of gals... as long as he love me.. his heart got me... he know what he is doing.. its enough le ar... being stubborn is also a foolish act ar... hahaha nth even happen if i start doubting or dun trust him... why do i even accept him in the first place?? he's doin so much to make me feel secure... intro to his frenz, his buddies, cousin, relative, neighbour and family members.... jus to let ppl know i'm somebody to him ar... n yet i still worry so much... wad am i doin leh aiyo... think abt the happy times ba...

Loving someone is not because who he/she is in the past.. wad matter is now ar... what had been past is the past le.... bringing it up.. doesnt give anyone any benefit... Dont u think so??? thou hearing things from her is very uncomfortable..... but be positive... she mention cus she only realise his good when she leave him ar... but i ardy know it all this while ar.... being with him theres never been regrets.... only happiness...

Have u ever try wakin up with a smile on ur face every morning??? well i do... it freshes n brighten up my everyday... jus by thinkin of him or he appear in the dream... hahahha XD... lol.... and althou today is only the 5th day we've beeen together.... but.... i'm use to be a super duper negative gal,.... till the day... he started to enter my life,.... erase my negative n now... i'm starting to gets more positive.. in mindset.. in thinking.... =] smiles.... hahahha as long as we both know how much deeply in love we both are is enough le... money can earn together.... thou it might be diff from those who is financial freedom...but... lets say one day.... u has ur financial freedom... are u sure ur partner love u for who u are or ur money???? hahahha money means alot n can bring u lots of happiness... BUT !!! theres only 1 thing that money couldnt buy.... MONEY CAN NEVER EVER EVER BUY A PERSON WHO LOVE U TRUELY MADLY DEEPLY.... =]

i love my Hubbi BRYAN~~~!!!!

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

2010-07-30T00:35:00.003+08:00

went to eat dinner with dar.... today recieve the news.. went into dars company le... but will it be the same dept still depends ar.. lol... still wondering is it a good or bad things to be in the same company.. lol wonder nia..

erm then today dinner was.. oh jian n chao seah mian... hahahha seah i eat ur cousin again.. dun say what??!! oh hahhaha morning went swimmin with hui jun... do some gals take nend up become a cook lobster... lol red red de... oh my... :( ma yah... i'm cook... hahaha nay one?? lol... lame.. den went to eat our all time fav Claypot toufu after swimming.. is my regular thing with hui jun oh.... hahahaha... xD..

Venue: tiong barhu plaza
Food: Claypot toufu..
must try oh.. !!! nice.. over at kopitiam,.. =]

now at my guy hus.... bloggin... no more broadband at home le...SAdded... =.="" but.. hahhahha luckily still can use his connection la... he intro me alot of his frenz n relative.... hahaha good ba..... lol.... =]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]... stay happy smile... love is in the air... faster breath in oh.. hahahahhaha love those around u ba....

heard a shockin news from Oyong... after he left company He went to kiss n hug her @ cck.. lol y never video down.. omg cant imagine if both of them were.. hahaha but well best wishes... =]

gotta go acc my hubbi loh~~~ nighty nights everyone.. hahaha mus let bed bug bite oh.. hahhaha lol kidding..

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

2010-07-27T23:15:00.004+08:00

after going to interview.. i went to meet meeting my sista then 2 colleagues.. the interview was fine.. waiting for call.. should be ok.. and as for my sister.. next fri or sat will meet me for work... my 2 colleagues.. busy schedule is with me now,, after everything.. i went to meet hubbi for dinner... =] yong tau fu.. was happy the whole night till i get home n see the post of them

alot of fan nao.. D*** that side.. H** that side.. Everything Everyone.... i had enough!! i wan my own life ar... payin debts for fren.. forgiving my frenz.. getting hurt by my fren.. betray... make fun of me... its enough!!! ENOUGH!!! seriously.. didnt u all torture me enough?? ITS SERIOUSLY FOR GOODNESS SAKE ENOUGH!!! OMG!! give me some space to breath.. STOP ALL THIS ALL AT ONCE... mood from bad to worst.. as u all one after another the thing keep happening... break down soon... seriously.. zzzz wo hen xin ku le.. bu yao zai bi wo le... ni men yao de wo gei ni men jiu shi le... peng you wei she me yao zuo dao zhe yang? wei she me.. i really dun get it... wad did u gain after hurtin ur fren... FOrget it!!! you you and you!!! its my facebook its my blog.. i had all the rights to post the things i wanted to... so GET RIGHT OUT OF MY SIGHT!!! FRENZ WHO HURT FREN IS NOT WORTHY OF A FREN!!! WHEN U ALL ARE AT NEED.. I ALWAYS FIND WAYS TO HELP U ALL.. EVEN IN FINANCIAL WISE.. NOW ITS MY TURN WHEN I FACE PROB.. U ALL JUS HIT ON THE SPOT N MAKE THINGS WORST FOR ME... I DUN NEED U ALL FOR ALL OF THIS!!! ENOUGH LE LA... PLEASE..

♥♥JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT!!♥♥

2010-07-27T11:23:00.005+08:00

ok time to update my lovely blog le... hahaha.. my life has been goin thru down times.. for the pass few months.. being in a single parent family... my mum stop workin.. plus my income is nt stable yet... ended up sharing my savings with my mum.. plus need to pay debts.. like bills all that... alot of things had happen.. which had bring my moral n smile down...

BUT.. what happen is.. My Dearest Hubbi had appear in my life and bring me back joy n laughter.. The love he gave me.. the way he care about me.. everything he does.. even if its jus a very simple thing it will still make me smile.. mayb to u guys.. u all will say... aiya jus started ma.. but well the answer only we will know ar.. haha.. he brighten up my days.. my smile everything..

today goin for interview @ tampines.. aft that goin to meet my sista Liyin @novena.. den meeting my colleagues @jurong for Drink n caught up.. den meet my Hubbi for dinner..haha wow.. running all around singapore today

ytd while eating with hubbi @ pasta mania.. i saw ASAMUTIN(A).. haha my primary school buddy.. hehee.. i've been struggling n ask hubbi shld i ask whether is he asamutin anot.. haha.. well bibi give me courage n so i ask.. haha indeed he is.. haha (A)he also dun dare to ask me in the first place.. haha so happy.. i took the first step n here it comes.. my old buddy from childhood.. hahaha so proud of myself..

ytd night had a long chat with hubbi.. about wad we wan in life + love..
this morning when i'm still half asleep.. i saw my hp blinking.. so i went to look at it.. its a long sweet sms from my dear... sayin i bring his confident in r/s again.. and felt that i'm diff from other gals.. well.. i dunno... haha

To me.. i've never ever think that i'm a good gf before.. i'm jus being myself..
i'm always negative.. worry.. sensitive.. insecure.. etc..
but i love to smile n easily laugh.. haha at my company my Director even tell most of the colleagues not to make me laugh.. as i laugh sometimes hard to stop haha.. easily satisfy.. dun really require alot in a r/s.. jus a simple love can le.. dun need everyday go out shop go out for movie.. if majority of the time stay at home watch download movie or drama series i wouldnt mind.. =] its also a way of enjoying Love Life(二人世界)..

♥♥好爱你哦~ ♥♥

2010-07-22T21:47:00.002+08:00

weird weird weird... y u?? seriously... y woh??

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-22T03:29:00.004+08:00

IMPRESSIVE>>>SERIOUSLY... CL y are u actin like a ghost~~~ haha... is hunting ppl ur job?? =] u sure do enjoy it dont u?? goin to peoples facebook spam like a... even to the extend to the ppl FREN facebook wall.. WOW.. u impress me for usin ur such free time on tad.. u are so free arent u??

oh hey gal.. i got 1 very very nice n interesting job for u eh... YOU SURE earn big money one.. with lots n lots of money.. =] confirm can earn de...

LOBANG :u go join ah long lo.. =]
JOB SCOPE :go around write big big " O$P$ "
PAYOUT : not bad
REQUIREMENT: be like what u are doin now.... isnt it perfect for u... awww~~~

P.S. if u really have so much free time.. go do ur own things.. oh n DONT STAND IN MY WAY

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-21T19:14:00.003+08:00

hahhahaha i no sound liao den when burp sounds like >>>> "guu yaa" hahaha my mum n i laugh.. haha

after fever for straight 3days... now nose bleed few times.. still coughin.. troat infection... aiyo... sickness juay juay... sick ar sick.. get out of me ba.. mama worry..

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-17T02:55:00.003+08:00

today went to watch moVie with my beloved team~~!! woohoo!! watch karate kids.. =] super duper nice should watch!!! =] got good news n bad news.. which to say first leh?? ehh..

good news:

i'm power up by the movie motivational let me relate to me life..when he's badly injured.. he still persist on.. just to face his FEAR~~!!!

he's badly injured let me relate to the down times n obstacles in our lifes... but we gotta persist on to concur this fear!!

"Life can knock us down, but we can always choose to either STAND up or GIVE up"

well as for the bad news is:
i'm havin a cough, flu plus heavy headache plus giddyness.. lol gotta overcome this... =]

i love this ppl from 2 groups...
one is my N304 cell groups members
one is my "A TEAM" members

u people brighten up my day every single min every single day... =] with god all things is possible.. as long as u trust in him.. have faith in him.. believe in him n love him.. god is always around us.. 24/7.. grace upon grace =] his grace shine upon us every single day.. at times when we dont know wad to do or where to go.. its either u look for someone to talk to.. or u can cry out to him =]..

i love you Jesus~~!!

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-16T01:23:00.002+08:00

well~~ days had pass.. manager loh.. haha jia you =] learn alot of this eh

seriously.. every one have their OWN strengths n weakness lo.. n the trust in frenz.. heexz..
i been followin u since the day i started.. guess its time for me to lead le.. u almmost break down ytd thou its a small thing.. guess u too stress plus tired ba,,, but those things that u say affected me a little.. but i still choose to trust him.. =] so hope u can treat him with a open heart la.. =] no matter wad.. all is still frenz ma.. =]

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-10T23:36:00.003+08:00

this is a meal i once make for someone... now den manage to upload.. but he didnt manage to eat it thou.. haha cus of his camp.. lol

meal box:

Steam egg:

sausage:

veg:

n mushroom fish!!

=.="" thou the fish is covered by the mushroom.. its nice hor!!! haha =]
♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-10T02:02:00.002+08:00

i'm not gonna wait for things to happen any longer.. i'm going to make things HAPPEN!!!

HISTORY WILL REMEMBER ME~~!!!!

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-06T02:02:00.002+08:00

HEexz recieve a red care bear with a apple on the stomach.. Pearl** tells me tad the apple means he eye of the teacher.. meanin ppl have their eyes on u.. =] lookin aft u i'm the apple in their eyes.. nevr rot.. heexz oh well~~~ happy~~ i dun like care bear at first but.. since 14march erm.. ok la.. care bear started to enter my life.. some how.. hahaha THANKS PEARL** =]=] will post the cute pic when i'm done takin the pic.. hahaha

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-04T17:18:00.002+08:00

did we play overboard?? i shouldnt have go dont i.. oh well.. haha i'm a regional manager now.. mus control my playful sides =] as for love life.. i guess.. perheps.. few more months den we talk about it ok?? =] thx for treatin me so good.. but.. perheps single currently is better.. =] hope u understand.. u also said it b4 didnt u?? =]

haha after 2months of fighting.. i'm a regional manager now.. mus control my playful sides =] regional manger!!! woots!!! i'm goin for regional director in 2 months time.. will i be able to do it.. hehe.. i'll be collecting my manager cert on stage.. =] mummy coming too.. =]
DATE:12 JUNE 2010
VENUE: SUNTEC CITY "THE ROCK"
TIME: 2pm

someone perheps alot ppl ask me.. "is it worth giving up my studies now??"
i answer:" no body will realise how i feel till they experience them.. =)"

no point askin me much if u all dun understand what i keep sayin or dun understand english.. haha shoo shoo..

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-06-02T00:12:00.001+08:00

watching Fairytale anime now.. =] jia you jia you!! heexz..having bad headache nw..

♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

2010-05-31T15:22:00.004+08:00

another 9K to go~~ woohoo!!! so full after eatin pork soup n culet hahaha pheww~~~ oh yeah~~ its either a director or a manager to go.. jia you ar... jus watch finish "facing the giant" in youtube... woots.. nice.. hahaha motivational la.. kinda.. but u mus see it at a diff prospective of life..

oh anyway for my previous post.. is for someone out there (NOT HUI LI) be it u see my post or wad jus to let u know.. be it u are caring for me or so.. DONT go to the extend to write on my fren wall if u dun even know her... thankx.. it might nt bother me.. but it do bother her.. what ever is happenin she doesnt know.. and for goodness sake u didnt even know the whole story so pls.. dun jump into conclusion liike u can feel wad i feel... u might advise me.. but i'm nt a robot to change myself in a instance.. and if u are good at ur studies n managing ur stuff den go ahead... and one more thing...

I"M NT ALWAYS FREE TO GO AND REPLY THE POST IF I"M WORKING PLUS SOME OF THE FB POST IS AUTO DE... CAN U DUN BE SO SENSETIVE???!!! AND SAYS THAT I POST STUPID THINGS N DIDNT REPLY U... LOL DUN MAKE ME LAUGH MY TEETH OUT.. LOL.. WHO IS THE ONE WHO KEEP ASKIN PPL TO THINK POSITIVELY WHO IS THE ONE THAT SAY SHE HAVE CHANGE? be it wad happen those that i know will always be a fren of mine.. for you information.. my hp gt prob readin sms or gettin calls.. nt i wana siam u or wad.. lol seriously.. why do humans like to jump into conclusion when they themselves didnt know whats goin on?? Humans~~ hahaha i sound like some cold blooded ppl.. but well..

learn as u grow!!!!!!!!!

♥♥ DUN U INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!!♥♥

2010-05-28T03:38:00.003+08:00

this few days.. alot happen.. i know u all care.. jus tad i dunno how to tell u what happen.. so swallow it up better ba.. selfish de choice... but they never experience before.. how they know how i feel... its total diff thing loh.. haiz.. mus see the result den they will believe ba.. no point strugglin.. if i know what i wan i jus go.. life is only once... ppl will only regret what hasn't been done...

Its my CHOICE.. MY LIFE... MY STORY..

be it u like it or not.. keep ur comments to urself..
do u have to go to the extend to post on other ppl FB wall??!! i know u care but i'm jus busy doing things hardly go online nia... its not like wad thing... zzz =.="" diao..

♥我自己的故事。我的生活。我的人身。我来选着♥

2010-04-24T04:09:00.003+08:00

335i

VS

325i
VS

Z4

aiseh,.. pic of my dream car..
♥♥ *BMW 3series 335i~~* ♥♥

2010-04-23T12:58:00.001+08:00

Love is not just looking at each other..its lookin in the same direction

♥♥ *~.~* ♥♥

2010-04-16T14:02:00.003+08:00

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2010-04-16T13:06:00.001+08:00

today keep listenin this song from my MP3 LOL... keep repeatin n repeatin.. zzzz

ELLIOTT YAMIN LYRICS

Wait For You

Send "Wait For You" Ringtone to your Cell

[Verse 1]
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

♥♥ *tired~~* ♥♥

2010-04-13T16:59:00.003+08:00

today mood pink colour.. haha

Rank up!! woohoo!! hehe.. er.. rank in my cca la.. haha... as electrical department de incharge for my cca le.. woohoo mai siao siao hor.. haha.. enjoy ar.. ^^

now this goal manage le.... next is RD.. hehexz.. chiong ar...

after sch wrk is shag de loh.. panda walkin here n there.. hahaha =] carryin smile with me.. heexz.. k la..

today lesson plan final year project with my teammates lo.. and out of no way i become leader sia.. haha.. den aft that i went to do CCA orientation to recruit ppl.. =) haha we start up writing on the list top 7 is our own ppl sia.. haha cheat loh.. den aft tad got 30 ppl join la.. still hit target.. haha can la.. =] while waiting we were makin our plastic elephant.. haha when free will upload pic.. heexz i make a pair loh.. er.. haha cute.. =] while preparin for the set up.. dunno how and dunno why i accidentally cut myself sia.. i find it itchy den when look at it such a long cut sia.. lol.. reaction slow hor.. hahhaa..

and also.. in chinese theres a sentence "傻人有傻福" heexz.. maybe my clumsy n blur ar somehow met great frenz sia.. thou they might be the one to shoot me all this while.. but they are the one to stand for me and trust me n help me when ever i need help.. =] happy tad i met u ppl.. k la today i jus write till here la... gotta bath makan den go down work liao... hahahha CHIONG AR~~!!! woots

♥♥ *傻人有傻福~~* ♥♥

2010-04-12T18:20:00.002+08:00

busy with work, relationship, family matters and studies... wads the point of keep neglecting him till he sort of depress... really no time to msg at times ma.. when got time i did call... but.. oh well.. so many things comin to my mind.. struggle n struggle... he keep tellin me stress... and wana know how i feel.. when i tell him he more stress... readers.. if u were me.. u will try to talk ba.. oh well stupid ppl go stupid ways... haha.. *punch on my face* being so longtogether le.. who wont have feel?? who wont sad.. he did scold me for givin up this r/s... but i dun wana torture him le... neglecting... cold.. no time to pei him alot.. communication gettin lesser n lesser.. everything... the way we express feeling different ba... he express by itouch i express by blog... haha diff hor?? itouch.. if i dun see him.. how i know wads he thinkin how does he feel.. all tad... struggle... so many things happen.. say wun sad metal heart obviously fake la... somehow tryin to make him hate me.. and leave ba.. stupid n mean way... but its better then torturing him... jus finish sch took a nap n a pack of rice... off to work soon... i gotta chiong... "she" currently not workin only i can support her.. plus this term i must get a 3.5 and above de GPA... if got the will got goal aim for it and succed ba.. =] heart still aching when see his expression la..... but wad can i do... its either torture him all the way.. or jus cut it now.. he pain awhile den later ok le ba.. he will find a better gal.. better then me.. erm.. jia you ar.. dun too stress.. must eat more oh... dun always stress so easily... try to talk to ur fren more... dun only express on ur i-touch.. haha.. let ur ffrens around u know more about u.. will never forget the time we been tgt... lol guess u will never read my blog again den write de.. lets jia you tgt ba.. ur uni all the best ar.. oh ya n congrats!! for being the cpl le.. =]

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-30T14:28:00.001+08:00

sking meals.. stop eating rice n noodle... nw only eat fruit.. my shirt look better nwe... lose weight?? maybe... hahaha...

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-20T02:44:00.001+08:00

he say i got a smell on me.. i wonder if its a good thing.. do i have body odour?? haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-20T01:09:00.002+08:00

thank god i met u..

you ENTER my life
SCAN throu my character n TRANSFER ur good
EDIT your mind DOWNLOAD my problems
DELETE my worries n HANG my bad temper =]
(jus tot of this all of a sudden xD)

today went to McPherson ite for Cambodia trip briefing.. start 2pm.. meet azili, yao long, hamizan n yu juan 1.15pm @ paya lebar.. haha went to canteen makan.. i never eat la.. eat maggie at home le.. haha..so acc them lo.. den went up for meetin. haha.. keep draggin n draggin.. till 5 littad... i still need rush to ps gt my dress den home bath den meet hubbi de.. haha.. rushin here n there.. haha

erm surprisingly.. i end meetin at 5.02pm littad.. rush to take bus till nearest mrt station.. took train to dhouby ghout.. time check 5.28pm.. ok rushing... run pass few roads.. car horns.. urgh.. dun care.. no time liao.. haha run~~!!! reach the shop take le.. den time is around like erm 5.47pm littad.. ok runnin out of time totally.. haha.. run to YMCA tak bus home.. lucky didnt need to wait too long till bus came.. =] went home straight bath.. den change.. den its ard 6 plus liao.. argh.. late =X He waiting for me at tiong.. chiong ar!!! haha reach busstop 3 - 4 bus later my bus come.. raining sia.. haha lucky shoe nt wet.. xD

oh well.. today went to his house visit his parents.. hesitating when i reach cck... haha nervous!! shy!! everything~~!! omg.. haha frm cck we cab to his house.. he say dun wan me get wet as its raining.. xD so sweet.. haha he very carin siol.. haha ok back to topic.. HEY ALL MY WORRIES FOR NOTHING~~!! his parents are so friendly la.. haha when we eat.. i was stress till i diam all the way.. father keep askin me eat more eat more.. den mum keep passin me fish.. xD so teh xin haha o.o erm over all find his family member FRIENDLY, EASY GOIN, =] hehe meiling JIA YOU!! woots!! haha..

next his room!! out of my expectations.. other then some parts la.. haha xD full of figurines n his WS cards.. haha =] oh well is something u will see in a collector room?? haha nice view out from his room.. cozy.. nice environment.. haha.. coolin xD den he teach me abt WS decks.. totally cant get into my mind.. maybe too many things to think off.. haha.. xD haha next time i will pay more attention promise.. haha PROMISE with our style of
*promise -> guarrantee ->warrenty -> seal!!*
heehee xD u know i know can liao.. *wink wink*

tml morning need go woodlands meet my group to do balloon scruptuling... at 11am.. tired.. luggage nt pack.. things nt stock up... haha money nt yet change aiyoyo!!! haha me hor.. blur clumsy sia.. so many things... bo bian.. we only know the things to bring today.. haaha well time to rest =]

nights my love.. really glad i met u.. u aready enter my life.. haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-18T12:39:00.003+08:00

stupid sia.. quarrel with her over small little things.. tell her i need the cloths only den need wash.. den she say so u bring whole pail there.. LOL... den might as will i dun tell u... i go make myself better right?? den i go take those cloths to wash u shout again... lol... shout shout shout is the only thing u know is shout at me? u gt care hw i feel ma?? u like then throw me temper.. u like u hit me... u like u shout at me.. keep always implanting negative tots on me.. about r/s abt guys abt frenz... lol i need freedom.. i need ppl to care but nt in this form.. its too over my limit.. u dun scold me out of nothin.. u dun come home jus wack me like this... or throw things here n there.. u at least must tell me wads wrong wad... i'm nt ur puppet leh!! i got feelings.. got emotions de... dun force me leave home again!!! FISH!!! i noe u tired.. u stress... but.. got limited la... i become ur trash can for u to throw temper at me.. endurin it.. swallow it down deep within... didnt let u see my tears.. well.. alot of my things u didnt even care.. didnt even listen to wad i'm sayin.. only wan me listen to wad u say wad u wan wad u think..
wad about me???!!
i also need u to know how i feel.. wad i think.. i also need u to listen to me de..

i know u care but... show me can?? action n words...

when i hug u u push me away.. wad the... oh well sad ppl say i no childhood.. wad to do.. when ppl is playin i'm wrkin... well u can say i'm findin excuses.. forget it.. past is past.. y i like cute stuff nw.. cus i cant n wun have them last time.. i'll noe my limit not to buy too much of it.. but.. i need words from u too.. words of encouragment or a hug from u when i'm down when i'm sad.. when i dun felt comfortable.. when i'm scare..
a words
a sentence
a hug
from u.. everything is diff.. can say u are my one n only family member... i only left u.. tads y i always endure n endure.. even when small u love pinchin me so much here blue black there blue black even slap me till bleed.. every thing it will never get off my mind.. but u are my only.. i can lost u... dun leave me.. wad has past is past..

guess blog is the only way to vent my
anger
sworrows
cries
sad
worries
my everything..

cus i dun wan other ppl to worry.. end up ppl misunderstood me.. cus i didnt say out.. tad i mind.. at times i help ppl.. go over my limits.. go over my comfort zone to help ppl.. but theres never a thanks.. never.. well maybe i'm dumb.. stupid.. always trust ppl treatin everyi=one i know as fren..
help them even if its non of my prob.. even its the most major thing tad occurs n hurt me mentally.. i even forgive in like weeks time..
"FORGIVE N NEVER FORGET"
once my senior told me this.. haha its easy to forgive.. but its hard to forget.. as it ardy happen to be written in ur story book( mind/brain).. well true also..

haha after writing here.. feeling better le.. weee... guess when theres prob its best to vent here..=] always make me feel better.. blog might be the only way to make me say out everything haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-18T12:12:00.003+08:00

twitter become our chat room for some reason.. xD only awhile la.. haha

FL no matter wad.. no matter when.. no matter how.. no matter where...even if i go oversea. i will be here with u.. spiritually n mentally.. =]

GTF@FL thx. Spiritually and mentally sia. =x catch ur spirit use as aircon, then feed u funny stuff and put u in a fishbowl =x kidding

FL@GTF fish bowl?? O.o i smack u i tell u.. haha den take u make fishball xD

GTF@FLwah fierce

FL@GTF*giggles* haha

FL@GTF fishbowl n fishball is meant to be tgt xD

GTF@FLlol. Then add water and boil to make fishball soup?

FL@GTFhaha also can.. =] den add some seasonin n vegg.. =] nice!!

den we continue sms liao hahah

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-18T11:07:00.002+08:00

miss u whole day end up this morning u appear in my dream.. haha.. makes me feel better.. xD tml lots of things to do.. MeiLing.. stay awake.. dun get all sleepy or emo.. as tml u have lots of things to do.. okay.. stay awake.. today rest early.. =] lots things to do.. omgomgomg.. haha but 'u' will be there for me so i'll be alright.. =].. lovin u lovin me.. theres alot of things to prepare.. but i never wana miss out time with u..

♥♥ *crazy gal missing toopid boi~~* ♥♥

2010-03-17T23:26:00.001+08:00

so true.. haha

LOL!!

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-17T20:49:00.003+08:00

somehow... i saw him ytd.. and yet i miss him nw... army must have been tiring.. zzz... why so controlling... he have no dinner n no water till nw... zzz really fish them.. nw ask him wait for his officer...piang eh.. wad they doin sia.. zzz.. bully my dar.. smack u den u noe!! they make him suffer sia.. heart pain lo.... *piang(sound of heart break)* haha.. joel lim... i miss u lots!! miss u miss u miss u.. heexz.. =] muuuaackk~~!!! huggie.. a crazy gal waiting for u to book out.. =D haha

nervous!! cus u say sunday bring me home to see ur parents.. xD nervous nervous nervous...

♥♥ *Lingg LOVE Weii ~~* ♥♥

2010-03-17T18:44:00.001+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and then you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

(I won't hesitate)
Open up your mind and see like me
(No more, no more)
Open up your plans and man you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, please don't, please don't
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-17T12:21:00.003+08:00

1day aft i come back from my camp... tired.. stress about balloon sculpturing my group only 6 person.. we will be teachin 600++ over cambodia students.. oh well.. will try my very best to learn.. i belive we can do it.. if god can make food for 500 over ppl i believe we can make it too.. =] have faith in god.. =]

first day of camp.. need to report at 8am @ tampines ite.. morning overslept... argh.. wake up go camp lucky never take cab.. took train all the way to tampines den follow ppl wearin ite uniform to
tamp interchange..call abu.. he tell me i go to the wrong place... =.= how sia.. haha den saw this guy from our campus.. den i follow him in a que for the bus.. till he turn over and ask is this bus goin to tamp ite den we knew we took wrong bus.. =.=""" den went to call our frens den we still cant find way out.. den took cab down.. lol... reach there liao look for class.. den went in everyone stare!! =.=""

struggle to make frenz.. sit at a corner awhile.. den go over n chat.. lucky within this camp alot ice breakin games.. well blend in easily haha.. know alot frenz lo.. thou theres a few gals everyone dun like but oh well. only 2 weeks lets endure.. haha.. my room mate azili.. roommate in camp n at cambodia.. haha..

alot things happen its fun n nice experience..glad tad i went.. xD
(p.s how i hope u were in this with me) haha..

total our whole camp got few catergory:
-balloon scrupturin
-singing performance
-cookin
-arts(recycle items)
-english n IT
-games

haha fun la.. the hostel big hor.. xD pic will be uploaded =]

sry about ytd dear... i abit emo la.. dun stress urself ok? =] i'm sry.. but lets work hard tgt.. xD ORD in another 78days? haha gogogogo!!! =] love ya..

♥♥ *Lingg miss joel joel lots lots~~* ♥♥

2010-03-17T12:20:00.001+08:00

seriously wad the fish

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-14T23:44:00.000+08:00

manage to celebrate white day withe him today... =] happy went for movie plus dinner n shop ard lookin for ring.. saw unique colour =] heexz enjoy every moment with him =] sry dear.. i today moody haha.. tads all for today.. =] dun feel like typin.. haha lazy for today..

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

Yearwood Trisha - HOW DO I LIVE

2010-03-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?.

Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I would be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?...

Please tell me baby..

How do I go on?
If you ever leave
Well baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live

How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.......
How do I live....

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

michael jackson "you are not alone lyrics"

2010-03-14T22:57:00.001+08:00

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

Alone, alone
Why, alone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
And I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words
And I'll come runnin'
And I, girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
(You are not alone)
For I am here with you
(I am here with you)
Though you're far away
(Though you're far away)
(You and me)
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
(You are always in my heart)
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
Not alone, oh
(Alone)
You are not alone
You are not alone
Say it again
You are not alone
You are not alone
Not alone
Not alone
If you reach out for me, girl
In the morning
In the evening
Not alone
Not alone
You and me
Not alone, oh
Together
Together

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-14T22:52:00.001+08:00

dar,, here's our horoscope la.. dunno true anot.. xD

AQUARIUS
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they're not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out..

LIBRA
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with...you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-14T10:32:00.003+08:00

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-13T22:11:00.003+08:00

well.. today hubbie got compy @ takashimaya.. heexz.. well he ask me meet him at fountain Again!!! haha he sure love fountain dun he.. haha xD..while walkin towards him.. i saw him talkin to someone aready.. haha when reach i ask where's his frenz? he say left le.. i was like ohh phew.. den we walk to escalator there.. n he suddenly walk a round back to the fountain i follow.. den he pass me the bouquet of flower.. heexz it was like OMG!!! haha... SHY~~!!!! hahahaha paiseh sia stun lo... haha.. den intro me to his fren.. haha.. i damm paiseh sia.. face burning heart pumping.. haha..

waited for him to finish his compy.. but no mood to shop den sit at a bench mass msg fren.. dun feel like walkin cus i ardy very tired cus ytd i didnt really slp in the bbq there.. thou he did la.. haha give him get more rest ma.. haha he really doted me alot.. thou is thru his way la.. i feel them.. =] dear love ya!! haha

kkk back to topic.. after resting on the bench i went to shop awhile la.. went to the EBC shop stuck inside for quite long.. cus got alot of deco i needed for my next hand make item.. secret!!! haha.. thinkin of the pricing... expensive.. haha.. while shoppin/thinking/waiting... he sms n ask me am i stun about jus nw.. i was like ya... hahaha paiseh n happy plus nervous to the max.. haha first time bf buy me a bouquet of flowers eh.. bouquet oh.. stun lo!! haha.. he really full of stunnin method to stun me.. hahaha.. toopid dear.. xD he say the flower its the first suprise.. there will be one more.. haha i was like huh stun la.. waste alot money eh.. haha

finally he's done with his compy liao.. nw go fountain find him.. den we head over to suntec city Aston to makan .. lovely atmosphere there.. he bring out the next surprises.. zzz i stun again.. tot he say say only.. den inside the box contain: a card from him, a tin of candies and a rainbow carebear... haha both of us keep chattin n eatin... haha aft eatin we head off to IT fair... ermmm seriously.. never try carry a bouquet of flowers if u are goin IT fair... cus it squeezy n u needa protect the flower.. xD very tiring...

dar.. few thing i dun like is:
* ignore.. - ignore makes me feel like talkin to wall
*forgotten- like the incident in vivo
*rush things- told u today le.. go think about it.. heexz xD

very tired liao.. more will update next time =]

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-13T11:30:00.003+08:00

Seriously i'm really very tired.. whole night didnt sleep... give hubbie rest dun disturb him.. thou i need his accompany too la.. haha.. he todae got competition.. haha so must let him rest.. =] sacrifice alittle its OK.. =] but over all i had alot of fun.. haha hubbie runnin all around among two bbq pit lo... at first only start up our own fire n started bbq till he china ppl frm rp ask him for help.. haha.. den he went over.. den run here run there.. ask him rest he will only say laer.. so wad to do?? haha at night.. shhh dun disturb him lo... hehe xD... today watch sun rise with my hubbie JOEL!!! hehe.. oh well its my first time seein sun rise thou.. bu the scene haha.. i can see both moon n sun in the same sky(it really look 80% like this pic ok!! thou the colour diff.. haaha).. its really nice... i will never forget it.. xD and also i happily saying that the scene so nice if its a wedding photo but takin it at this hour sure will cost a bomb.. den he say "my fren r photographers dun wry.." i accidentally replied "den next time we go find them take?" its like opss.. den he keep smilin n teasein me abt it.. aww~~~ =3 haha..i think too far perheps.. haha but i only say abt pic ar.. haha... erm.. oh well aft seeing the sun rise.. we left for the bus to somerset to tak bus home.. he seriously think tad the whole road is his.. ask me dun wry.. =.=""" end up he walk on the road.. i worry.. zzz haha oh well its him.. as long as he's safe n sound i ok liao.. =] overall really enjoy the bbq... thx everyone who went.. haha.. u all make it memorable.. =]

oh~oh~!!! later Hubbi meet me den he go compy.. i must go support haha.. DAR jia you ar!! =] muackkss hehe.. den he say aft tad gt suprise for me.. hahaha i wonder wad was it.. xD can wait.. haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

Seize The Day Lyrics.. Artist(Band):Avenged Sevenfold

2010-03-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(guitar solo)

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home) x2

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

A Little Piece Of Heaven Lyrics

2010-03-12T11:31:00.000+08:00

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,(hahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, We fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you a chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
(Over and over again)
We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have a wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do.)
I now pronounce you...

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-12T11:17:00.003+08:00

ok now.. i'm only F***KIN worried about ur safety ok... zzz if something happen to u.. i'll breakdown de lo.. i saw my fren knock down by car not once lo... but few times lei!!! kaoz... i dun ever wana see it again never again... well guess blog is the only way i can threw temper at.. at least my blog will listen... zzzzzz n wun push me away when i needa talk.. kaoz.. wads wrong... why u all all like tad de.. the car is ur fren?? u walkin in the middle of the road.. pull u aside u wun move even abit!! HELLO!!!! if u kana run over or the driver hit n run how!!! frenz like this mum like this everyone like this... so wad if everyone gonna die sometime... i seriously hate it la.. tads it.. u all wana walk near the car run dwn by them i dun care le... urgh... my trauma against car accident?? perhaps.. i had enough.. watchin someone kana knock down isnt fun... ur heart break all tad.. zzz suan le... after vendin temper.. nw feelin better.. zzz

nw listenin to " A little piece of heaven" from avenged sevenfold....

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

hey Readers.. haha for the next few days think wun be able to blog.. so post nw.. haha heres some things me n my hubby gonna do.. haha..

Friday~~
Hubby will be fetch me from my hus den we go east coast for my class outin.. haha he acc me go.. xD haha.. tml will be his first time visitin my mum.. guess he's nervous.. haha xD tml tonnin outside.. scare phone no batt.. =( how??!! omg omg haha

Saturday~~
ton till sat morning den we go had our morning breakfast den we go home bath den go out again haha.. goin to support his compy.. den we go jalan.. heexz.. sad to say sunday he have to do duty.. oh well.. he had been selected by his officer i can only support him ar.. =] its ok la.. we always have next time.. =] heexz

bought him a gift.. shld pass him on fri or sat?? haha.. i prepare a sour plum honey water for darling.. ^^ heexz deardear love sour plum alot de oh.. haha somehow w/o me noticing slowly bit by bit.. i somehow understand wad he wan.. i mean like food wise.. i somehow manage to guess he like Pringles sour cream haha.. heehee...

dear if u are readin now.. jus wana let u know i'm really glad i met u.. brighten up my days.. u are really carin n understandin.. love u deep deep =] i really do oh.. heexz

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

if i were a boy- beyonce

2010-03-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
Waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-11T19:20:00.004+08:00

想为你做件事
xiang wei ni zuo jian shi

让你更快乐的事
rang ni gen kuai le de shi

好在你的心中埋下我的名字
hao zai ni de xin zhong liu xia wo de ming zi

求时间趁着你
qiu shi jian shui zhe ni

不注意的时候
bu zhu yi de shi hou

悄悄地把这种子酿成果实
qiao qiao di ba zhe zhong zi bian chen guo shi

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-11T18:58:00.001+08:00

i find myself so stupid.... zzzzz i readin his SF blog.... i abit sian diao.. saw alot of their things... oh well.. time to stop readin for awhile... haha.. its the past liao.. aiyo.. wad i thinkin?? haiz.. nw xiong kuo men men de... sian... =.=''' aiyo!! jilaka bodoh.. haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

i love you - celine dion

2010-03-11T17:38:00.001+08:00

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes
'cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do
And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can't move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before

Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

Well maybe i, I need a little love yeah
And maybe i, I need a little care
And maybe i, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I'll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time
I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My baby

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-11T01:48:00.004+08:00

this few days keep wei tong.. uncomfy... hate it but wad can i do.. no doctors.. haha.. sry dear for nt tellin u.. xD dun wan u wry la.. cus later u never slp well.. (sound abit bhb sia.. haha ) and i'm lookin for a private college recently.. erm.. oh well.. tml morning 10am need to reach CPS to look for someone.. LOL lazy sia.. oh anyway.. dar finally can go back to his camp instead of outfield le.. so many mosquito.. aiyoyo haha kill them all lalala.. oh well at least nw he is restin comfortably on his bed instead of car seats or field.. thou guys gotta go thru all this.. but.. i xin tong la.. arr hahaha.. xD bought him something special.. for him.. but he say White Valentine only guy give gal things la.. so oh well haha i give him on fri lo.. haha he aft camp go home bath come out to east coast find me liao... so stress for him.. i find it tiring for him la.. ask him dun stress up as he sat got competition.. but he insist.. cus i'll be goin cambodia soon.. haha but dear.. its nt like i'll never come back hahhaha.. xD i know u worry la.. heexz.. i'll take care ok... =]

fri havin bbq with class.. it had been so long since we last gather.. haha.. y HL cannot come.. haha.. hope she can come la haha.. den ah dar only 8 or 9plus den will reach... den we ton.. seriously.. he will be very tired de lo.. haiz... den sat morning eat breakfast liao he send me home den he go competition.. den aft his compy we go jalan IT Fair.. haha den sunday TADAHH~~~ White Valentine Day.. its my first time celebrating it ma.. haha happy la.. cus always is celebrate the 14 Feb de valentine de.. but nw den i noe.. 14 Feb is(gal give guys present.. ) while on 14march is (guy give gals..) haha 1 month diff?? heexz.. lets see.. haha wad will be his plannin??

he say he plan liao.. erm hint is cute stuff.. haha erm.. but i cant hint him on the gift i'm goin to give la.. haha.. but i really hope he like it eh.. choose here choose here still think tat look better... awww.. wad if he dun like.. erm.. oh well.. haha try ba..

it seems like more n more ppl know i like cute stuff liao... haha even HL also notice.. haha xD she say must control abit.. haha ya lo i tend to over crazy about cute stufff.. xD

morning wake up go twitter... den dear de twitter post stun me.. hahaha bleah shouldnt say wad he say la.. heexz he noe i noe can liao.. xD ♥♥watashiwa daisuki desu♥♥

xD k la.. i need to rest if nt dear gonna scold me liao... haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-10T01:00:00.004+08:00

sian sian sian... dun wana go... but oh well... u wan save money or waste 800++ plus toopid attitude from teacher?? they say confident in me n know tad i have wad it takes to guide ppl.. but... sian sian sian... money money money... everyday money... urgh... go lo go lo... everyone happy nw... urgh.. i emo la... ass... @#$%^&!$@%#^$%&^#%!#^@&%#^$!%^$&@ at a extream bad mood nw.. mayb nt enuff sleep.. but oh well.. will tak ur words:"go oversea take alook.. maybe ur view will be diff n mayb u will treasure ur love more then nw.." oh well.. true.. cus far away... sian.. everyone i dunno... ya i noe go make fren.. but money issue how?? can anyone think? YEAR 2010 all i wan is breakthrough in my life... but is all this wad i have to go through in order to breakfree?? or even breakthrough?? sick n tired of my life... tired.. blaming on my dad wont work... jus hope he is with us n help us financially n love my mum once again but oh well.. wad a childish thinkin of me... u can Never FORCE LOVE... so wad to do?? let it be ba.. but i'm proud abt my mum.. for wrkin so hard to support me... wa.. i sound like going to kill myself littad huh?? haha emo till... lol.. oh well.. i wun do stupid things... jus tired... n sian... hope to rewrite my life story.. if only i could turn back time... i'll sure confront my dad abt tad Extra outside... zzzz he even slap me real hard for her... @#%$^*&#!@#$%!@ well bad childhood... nw bad friendhood.. hey.. wads next?? come on SHOW ME UR POWER!!! i'm smilin n ppl take me as joke.. i'm emo ppl say i dao... i busy ppl say i act... CB HELLO~~!! I"M ALSO A HUMAN..i also got feelings de.. will sad, angry, emo de.. can u all stop all ur nonsense?? when i say stop it i mind is really stop it le.... argh.. I SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT...tired!!!!

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-09T01:31:00.005+08:00

jus finish editing a wallpaper... Dear i miss u so much.. fast fast ORD.. hahaha... was playin with ur ring right nw.. xD.. cant wait to celebrate White Valentine with u.. =] goin outfield tml ba?? tak care oh.. =( and dear.. haha this few pics is never enough oh!! haha must take more k.. Hahaha.. *muackiess*
♥ Love♥You♥Deep♥Deep♥

was chattin with Isabelle who went oversea studies.. miss those time i went over her hus.. dye hair.. play ard... chit chat till late.. steam some yong tau fu stuffs for dinner.. haha really miss the past... when she gets back to singapore.. i'm so gonna meet her up!! =]

♥♥ *Lingg love Weii deepdeep~~* ♥♥

2010-03-07T22:28:00.005+08:00

today dar went church service with me.. weee~~~ aft everything we went to eat at the market tgt with my cg member.. xD dar dar blend in well fast with my frenz!! woohoo.. n during P&W songs.. i saw him sing.. dunno why i cant help smilin.. oh well happy he sing??? haha dunno ba.. erm.. den aft tad.. we rush off to kranji to see 1 of his fren cosplay photoshoot xD.. the CY rush him n scolded him eh.. =.= first impression still quite good... erm.. this fren minus marks... oh well... i dunno tad cy well ba.. erm.. oh well nvm... OH OH OH.. anyway.. COSPLAY SHOOTIN IS COOL!!! they found those places tad no one would imagine of.. thou the floor is full of broken glasses all tad.. but the clean abit then continue shootin le.. haha.. get to know alot alot of ppl xD erm aft tad.. me n dar proceed to lot1 to makan n jalan jalan... sioks sia.. haha... bought my YAMI YOGURT.. heexz.. gee heeheee can u imagine the face when he eat it... xD geexz bleah.. jus keep laughin =X..

den went to eat LONG JOHN SILVER~~~ haha ah dar dar suddenly took my phone n tak pic siols.. haha.. wa~~!!heexz happy thou.. =] aft eating.. we went up to shop awhile more before we go off.. den the marriage seminar photo shoot de ppl keep askin us to take a look at their package.. haahaha.. den we damm paiseh sia.. XD arrrr... paiseh to the max... geezz haha... come to think of it... its my first time encounter with stead sia.. O.o (those ex never encounter b4) LOL when ah dar know this.. wa.. the face change hor!! hahahaha.... *pssss i know u are readin hor haha... smiling right?? geeheeheee* haha... ok la.. finally proceed to mrt there.. he wait with me for the train.. den i *hit n run* hahahaha.. he stun lei.. haha so cute~~~.. xD oh well... haha.. reach home chat with HM in msn.. she say my dp look like marriage photo... O.o wa first time in a roll ppl keep sayin abt marriage thingy abt us.. hahaha and its like.. we jus started for 1week plus nia.. haha.. rocket meh?? hahaa.. erm.. xD
let natural takes it path ba
quote from JL... heexz

friday drew the fairytale guide symbol on dar hand

his hand

drew for him to keep xD

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

2010-03-05T00:48:00.003+08:00

some how this came across my mind...
if theres really 3wishes i could make... wad would it be?? erm... :

1st would be.. i hope my family n relative is never ton apart since 1997... thou i might hate my dad for leaving us.. but he is still my dad.. saw him few months ago.. couldnt tell mum.. as he aready had another gal? dun wan mum to get hurt... as for grandma.. how i hope all her words isnt full of spikes which pierce throu everyone when they are havin probs n keep blamin us.. but wad to do.. she old liao.. n really appreciate my mum for takin care of me this few years... awww.. how much i wan to have a family outing... with dad around... daddy i miss u..

2nd i hope for the health for everyone tad i know.. including family n love ones n frenz.. never ever wan them to leave me.. but oh well.. things keep changing thou...

3rd i hope to have a happy n understandin marriage life with a great hubby who's everytime stand by me.. and supportin me emotionly n mentallly.. (as its for a life time thing)

♥♥ *i'm being love~~* ♥♥

2010-03-03T00:32:00.007+08:00

woohoo~~!! it seem like i haven online for quite long.. thou few days only....muahahahha... erm.. lets see... i'll cut it down to those days i didnt post ba... xD... erm..

sunday ( 2nd day of stead)
lalala.. haha after service.. wanted to go ard orchard lookin for something for ah dardar de.. but cant find.. sad sia.. haha den dar come find me aft his gathering with his buddies.. heexz
den he come to find me at taka.. we jalan awhile.. den went to far east.. he cute sia.. even if dunno the place where a passer-by ask.. he will go check his i-touch for it sia.. haha kind hearted la.. geezz but both of us had a long day liao.. both tired le.. so he send me home lo.. till door step hor!! mai siao siao leh.. hahaand we took our very first photo tgt le!!! weeee~~~ haha happy la... its nt like i never take pic before.. but jus happy lo.. haha

Monday

aft sch went to find ah dardar at funan IT mall.. heexz accompany him to wait for his deck of cards.. $$120 over eh so ex... but oh well its his interest ma.. haha.. we waited for nearly 3hours den the stock come.. haha he cant wait to open it la.. but he gotta go home to eat steamboat with family.. n i gotta go home n get prepare for the overnight prayer meeting...before the meeting start call dar to chat.. heexz acc him talk till he reach bus stop den i hang up le.. haha and the meeting it was a great as the sermon tad day regarding " LET MY LIFE NT BE CONFUSE FOREVER" wooo~~ chim ba.. haha ok la.. heexz... the prayer meeting actually is from 9pm - 3am de... but dar n mum will worry n tml also gt sch.. so i went home at 11 plus near 12... guai ba.. haha ah dar wry till he so tired liao still wait for me to text him i reach home den he rest peacefully lo happy!! love u dar~~

Tuesday
today busy n sian to the max.... zzzzz sch end at 10 plus... n i gotta wait till 1 den can go for cambodia meeting... nth to do at all.. went to ecad room play cs with the rest... n also plannin for the upcomin bbq... lol... den till 11.45 gotta get out of the room again.. class gottaa close. den at foyer there do revision with the malays... cant focus lo... the weather so hot~!!!! sauna la!! buay tahan.. finally 1 o'clock liao.. went for cambodia meeting... den when teacher ask me to share wad hand craft thing when i take out the friendship bands n the straw heart so many ppl sayin wa kao friendship band sia.. it like wth??!!! u so clever u go teach la.. so wad if i only know this few things.. at least i share... nt like u all kept silent nia.... i'm proud of myself okay!!!the whole march will be so pack... abit cant take it le... about to break down soon... zzzz... den 2pm got to see counselor in sch.. regarding some personal things... i cry when talk to my counselor lo... breakdown.. sian... 3plus gotta go CPS for some testi record... end up i reach there at 4plus... FREAKIN TIRED!!!! But lucky i got someone special beside me.. tad i can relay on n cry out to... really glad his there for me to encourage me to support me...thanks dear...

Wednesday
today... goin out for nitec class gathering.. dar followin me.. heexz he fork out all the time tad he can jus to acc me... heexz.. thanks dear... thou he will be busy but.. i really appreciate him to give time on me..

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

todae went to church service... fren say i were super hyper n happy.. n ask is it bcus of bf.. i say.. hahaha u say lei... den all laugh laugh lo.. eerrrr... now my gum keep bleedin... awww,,, the chicken bone poke my gum... can i dun be tad clumsy... =X no comments... zzzz erm ok back to topic... today aft service.. went to orchard to look for something for my dardar... but cant find it... awww~~~ aft awhile he from plaza sing there walk over to find me~~~ lalalala~~ hehexz.. so sweet hehexz.. erm.. den we went to far east to shop la.. den he wanted to loOk for the bubble tea but close down or move liao so he sent me home lo.. wahahaha.. sent till door step woh.. *giggles* in bus he say i very kiddo eh... humph... where got woh.. hahaha.. someone scare tickle oh.. bleahh.. lalala i enjoy to be with u... (i know u are readin~~ lala)

♥♥ *BELL hugg Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

NOTICE NOTICE!!! BIG NEWS BIG NEWS!!!!!
Today went out to meet turaemon at suntec aft his card competitions lo... haha.. he havin fever lo.. still meet me.. aiyoyo.. haha.. help him carry things awhile la (i insist) haha cus sick ma... den we went to rockery~~ mango tango(me) n milk tea(him)..

erm.. den went to food court n have the grilled chicken rice... yummy~~ (opss forget to take pic... aww~~).. den we walk towards the water fountain he ask if wana go.. so i say anything lo.. =] so we went...

aft walkin 3rounds by the fountain... he ask me be his gal~~ hehe.. weeee~~~

Our LoVe story began on 27 feb 2010 time: 7.39pm xD

(me focus in games)(the first present he gave me)(act cool de him)
hahahaha currently still didnt tak pic tgt yet.. but oh well soon~~ haha

♥♥ *BELL lubb Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-27T00:29:00.006+08:00

went out with liyin ... argghhhh XD so fun.. jus love to be with her loh.. heexz.. went to bugis get her bag.. n my mini speaker.. den we proceed to sakae!!!! woots

my mini speaker... =]

sakae frog n liyin.. xD her qing wa wang zi.. lololol

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-27T00:13:00.001+08:00

so true~~

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-26T13:09:00.001+08:00

saw this pic.. so sweet sia.. somehow... hahaa when got nightmare someone is beside u... =] u sure will sleep well haha

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

7朵花-我只想要

2010-02-26T12:38:00.004+08:00

怎么说忘就忘记

这甜蜜的过去

被思念包着厚厚的糖衣

不想再为了你伤心

这最冷的夏季

慢慢地慢慢结成冰

承诺变悲哀

悲哀因我被爱

悲哀是因为你不在

我好想抱着你诉苦

却显得好无助

无助的让人想痛哭

我只想要和你在一起

朝着幸福走去

像恋人般的简单甜蜜

我只想要和你不分离

怎么轻易放弃

说你忘记

我想这一定是报应

都怪我太贪心

才让你头也不回地离去

黄色丝巾是想念

在树上被风吹

孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡

承诺变悲哀

悲哀因我被爱

悲哀是因为你不在

我好想抱着你诉苦

却显得好无助

无助的让人想痛哭

我只想要和你在一起

朝着幸福走去

像恋人般的简单甜蜜

我只想要和你不分离

怎么轻易放弃

说你忘记

爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎

我不再相信你

却又慢慢想起你

我只想要和你在一起

我只想要和你不分离

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

hahahaha.. yeah kana book by someone to watch ALICEＩＮTHEＷＯＮＤＥＲＬＡＮＤ　3D sia... hahaha woots happy la~~!!!! *roll around*

♥♥ *BELL & Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-25T19:25:00.001+08:00

are we more than frenz? or jus frenz? or buddy.....
傻瓜不要对我太好啦！！我会误会的。。。

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

took a quiz in facebook : " wad makes u happy"

result:

The thing that makes you happy,even though you might not realise it is love and caring. You like to spend quiet time at home with your family or hang with your friends. As fun-loving as you are, you're also a very emotional person and would have a hard time dealing with life without the love ingredient. The ability to make people laugh is always on your side. Don't lose it. Careful though. Being so nice can go a long way. And having so many friends, some of which in constant need of attention, can be very stressful at times. Don't overdo it. After all, being so open and friendly for no apparent reason also brings in the threat of becoming vulnerable to traitors, hypocrtis etc... Trusting is always a risky business, don't let anyone invade your privacy, and never get too carried away in those annoying optimistic thoughts. Safety first (: Your ideal romantic match is an opposite of your character. He/she'll complete you in a unimaginable way and make you feel truly content, special... fulfuilled.

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-24T23:25:00.001+08:00

isn't it funny... aft i post... u ask ppl to sent me msg? u know i'm talkin about u... yes u...

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

today morning got Electrical technology practical test(hands on).. out of 84 marks(full marks) i get 74... haha not bad liao hor... first time my connection circuit full marks sia... den drawing out circuit abit few mistake while drawin the watt meter... awww... den calculations.. all correct... jus wrong when i calculate the power comin out from the D1... urgh.. careless mistake.. i gotta stop all this clumsyness in my studies le... i noe those formula n steps.. but always mix up... ohhh.. anyway.. first time lily praise me.. haha she say "incredible.. ur connections is all correct!!!" haha happy la!!.. at tad moment like YES YES I DID IT!!! my happiness might be stupid to some of u ba.. but.. seriously very happy.. as i'm a slow learner.. haha.. xD

Oh... And today talk to grace about her life n mostly about her la.. hope she can get wad i mean.. hope my advise do work out for her... i might not be your closer fren to u.. but.. u are my fren.. kinda feel sad when see some of the things happen around u.. but wad to do.. i can only give u advise... i not ur mum or so..hope wad i say today... will go in to ur mind ba... =] no matter wad.. i'm still there to be ur fren.. thou u might do alot of things tad upset me.. like wad i tell u today.. or wad i say might hurt u.. as i need u to know... wads right wads wrong.. tads all.. i have no bad intentions okay.. =]

Friday goin out with liyin... nitec fren.. haha long time nvr went out with her le.. like around 1 yr le.. hahaha... goin changi n bugis.. =] oh ya!!! and going out with joel on sat evening!! haha happy tot he say not free de.. haha bleah~~!! hahaahha woohoo.. haha.. going for dessert day.. haha.. sort of la.. if its goin accordin to wad we 2 plan.. haha.. sure take lots lots pic!! =]

as for myself.... kinda wana let go of a matter... but.... dunno i shld anot.. confusin.. my heart is wavy.. u a gd leader.. a gd planner.. but.. a mistake.. make all friendship gone.. i fear at first when i face u.. but after it... i think it over.. does this solve everything?? u can say i soft hearted or kind or fake or wadsoever i dun even care... i jus thinkin.. does this worth my time thinkin of all this things anot... makin my life happier n more meaningful is better than miserable... as WAD HAS HAPPEN HAS HAPPEN... i dunno.... still considering.... might cancel the deal....

today when went home.. buy tutu kway for mummy her fav... den also bought 2 cups of mocha soya milk.. from morning got cravings for it le.. haha.. ermm.. nice drink la.. haha i ask them put more mocha powder.. haha XD.. guess tads all for todae..

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

song lyrics.... who'd have known

2010-02-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

It's five o'clock
In the morning
Conversation got boring
You said you'd go
Into bed soon
So I snuck off
To your bedroom

And I thought
I'd just wait there
Untill I heard you
Come up the stairs
And I pretended
I was sleeping
And I was hoping
You would creep in
With me

Put your arm
Around my shoulder
And it was
As if the room
Got colder
And we moved closer
In together
Started talking about
The weather

Said tomorrow
Would be fun
We could watch
A place in the sun
I didn't know
Where this was going
When you kissed me

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here
All the time
Watching tele
Drinking wine
Who'd of known?
Who'd of known?
When you'd flash up
On my phone
I'd no longer
Feel alone
No longer
Feel alone

I haven't left here
For days now
And I'm becoming
Amazed how
You're quite
Affectionate in public
in fact your friend
Said it made her
Feel sick
And even though
It's moving forward
There's just the right
Amount of awkward
And today
You accidentally
Called me baby

Are you mine?
Are you mine?
Cause I stay here
All the time
Watching tele
Drinking wine
Who'd of known?
Who'd of known?
When you'd flash up
On my phone
I'd no longer
Feel alone

Let's just stay
Let's just stay
I wanna lie in bed
All day
We'll be laughing
All the way
You told your friends
They all know
We exist
But we're
Taking it slow
Now let's just see
How we go
Now let's see
How we go (x2)

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-21T23:30:00.006+08:00

today morning went to church... overslept till 11plus O.o must reach by 12 de.. haha.. lucky JL msg me.. haha.. =] den aft church service.. went to roof garden to lao yu sheng

HuAT ar~~!!!!

me with jessie & me with yen lynn

follow by a little camwore

den went out with joel... go find some yarn for the cambodia trip..

erm.. feel abit bad.. haha he tired still ask him acc me go out.. haahahaha.. aft buyin went to taka de kinokuniya .. but aft awhile his camp ask him book in la.. haha sad lo.. xD den went to herren took bus home.. haha.. today got a nick name for joel!!! turaemon haha he should noe wad it mean... xD

i edited a pic.. haha lets see.. when we put a doreamon n turtle tgt.. it became turaemon.. hahahhaha.. n it will look like~~

and u will get~~~~~
TAADAHH~~!!!! turaemon~~!!!

haha he call me bell thou.. haha

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥

2010-02-21T03:48:00.003+08:00

took a "psychology personality test" in FB... those in blue is my answer for the result and here's my result :

Dear Mei Ling, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:
Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you. true..And agree
You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel. strongly agree with pretendin to be always happy...
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.” it's the fact i will give my all n believe this is the one when i enter a r/s.. hhaha.. but i might nt be romantic..
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it! erm.. yupp
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all.. yupp.. no matter wad.. try ur best...
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them ya lo... all the match making n counseling
You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you. protect with my own ways ba... haha perhaps...

________________________________________________________

and den a quiz on "Get to know yourself better".. and heres the says:

Dear Mei Ling, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are intelligent

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Honest

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Sweet

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are friendly to everybody

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Don't like conflict

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Because you're so cheerful

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Fun people are naturally attracted to you

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Like to talk to you

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You like serious

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Smart

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Determined people

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don't judge a book by its cover

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that pe

The seriousness of your love:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You like to flirt

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Behave seductively

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The opposite sex finds this very attractive

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :That's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship

Your views on education:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can

The right job for you:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You're a practical person

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Will choose a secure job with a steady income

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Knowing what you like to do is important

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Find a regular job doing just that

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You'll be set for life

How do you view success:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are afraid of failure

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you d

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous

What are you most afraid of:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Independence is important to you

^^wad do u think? hahaa try out in FB ba.... haha so late liao.. still blogg.. haha gottaa rest liao goin 4am le... arghh.. tml hope jl can pei me go find things for my report.. haaha wee... =]

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-20T01:15:00.006+08:00

coke ღ grape

fish&chips ღ chicken culet

ღღღlucky cham bearღღღ

so kawaii neh~~!! love it lots haha

ytd went out with JL aft sch revision.. haha watch (hua tian xi shi/ all well's went well's) funny comedy show.. haha.. he bought me a pink lucky charm bear to hang on bag? haha he worried if go cambodia something happen... he at firs dun let me go de.. haha.. den i manage to talk him over.. =] Thx jl haha for worryin abt me.. haha today also went griller for dinner... =] eat till u bloat still left alot de lo.. such a big dish.. haha ok la.. quite worth the money thou.. haha 7% GST charge.. very tired tml continue writing.. =]

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

i dunno who to trust anymore... who is real fren... who is fake de.. why are some puttin on a act... wad happen to me?? why am i suspecting all... y? wad happen... H & J & R is all i can tell.. my frenz is with me.. if its a misundersandin all will be clear... oh well... tired...

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

u jus tryin to let me buy ur story didnt u.. tears doesnt wrk.. wad have been done has done.. stop ur treatenin..

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-15T12:15:00.003+08:00

thanks Ronnie n Joel for being there to advice me n comfort me... its 4 plus in the mornin.. u acc me talk all the way while i'm walkin.. when i cry.. when i tremble.. thou its only a phone call.. i appreciate the both of u for care n concern.. thx..

DON'T TRUST SOMEONE SO LIGHTLY... THE CLOSER FREN.. IS THE MOST DANGEROUS FREN..

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-14T01:38:00.002+08:00

人每分每秒在变...
seriously.. wads wrong sia..

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-11T20:59:00.003+08:00

today so tired.. aft sch still got talk to think of project thingy.. my grp come out with a tissue de concept.. haha cant share it here.. haha.. xD but if interested can ask me la.. =] i'm goin cambodia on 22march to 4april.. JL ask me dont go as it dangerous .. true la.. haha.. today heard from my teacher tad over there if get lost or wad.. might be sell to thailand or Laos all tad.. erm nvr tell JL la.. later wun let me go.. haha.. wanted to gain experience.. heexz.. so happy HL also able to go with me to Cambodia.. haha.. i'm nt alone le.. woohoo.. heexz..tml got EVENT i'm emcees... so tired.. n scared... heexz.. jia you!!

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

so many things goin on this few days... erm.. got good n bads things...

R n i are workin under MP company... sell beer.. haiz.. no time to sent the time sheet.. haizz.. hHhAHAHA MR26.. hahaha

G n K like getting futher n futher away.. i wanted to help but i cant... i "you xin wu li".. haizzz.. its their r/s i also cant do much.. den both is my fren.. aiyoyo

friday friendship day event i emcess siols.. stress.. haha first time being emcees.. haha jia you woots...

some times.. knowin too much things is not good... i dunno how to handle liao..

kana scoldin from mama.. cus keep wrkin aft sch.. =(

JL is in OUTField camp.. haizz

new year comin... i got no plans at all... O.o

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-10T12:13:00.001+08:00

his few days so many things happen.. gotta go... continue when i'm back home...

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

start work lo~~ HAHAAHA.. sold 7 x 24cans of tiger beer and some guiness too haha... but tired sia.. hahaha.. neext few days workin too.. heexz ok la.. end here lo.. =]

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-02-02T03:05:00.003+08:00

today no sch.. as sch caught fire.. whole campus 1day off.. heexz.. meet up with Kevin Damien n Aloysius for bowling session.. haha kana trash by them.. lol.. haha alot of stunnin move from KW.. D keep improving.. ALY keep strike.. n me.. haiz.. haha nvm try out is good.. xD went to the chevrons at jurong area.. meet up @ 2pm.. due to some late n delay.. we depart from meetin point at 2.45.. reach destination ard 3pm.. den started playin.. ended at 6.10pm to meet ronnie for dinner... =] after tad.. we went to Lot1 arcade we 5 link a car game n race tgt.. haha loser gotta treat everyone for meal.. disadvantage lo.. nt good in car game.. haha.. too tired to type liao.. let the pics speak the words ba..

zi lian while waiting for lift.. haha

how to get there??

The Chevrons~~!!

1 side of our shoe.. heexz.. another side use to exchange for in house bowling shoe..

In-House shoe....

setting up n gettin all ready...

lets go!! haha.. KW,AlY,DG..(from left to right)

okay.. it went in..

we use both 8th n 9th ball.. xD

super stunnin technique throw.. haha Strike...(i guess.. forget liao) haha

all stun n stare at the ball roll.. xD(kiddin)

photo huntin game.. we score top!!! heexz

den we went to play car race.. its a link game.. we 5 person play together lo.. haahaha

thanks guys,, i had lots of fun... thou i keep kana shoot back.. keep smiling is good.. but too easily smile or laugh is a bad thing too.. when u are eatin.. they will make u laugh till u jia buay loh.. hahahaha.. thats all for today.. =]

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-01-31T18:29:00.012+08:00

so long never update blog le... erm.. theres alot of things happen inbetween lo...

(1st)Misunderstandin between P&C n thanks RO for solvin it (p.s RO is not tad online game) he make us sit down face to face talk... erm good ideal thou.. somehow we nw got talk le.. better then the past never talk.. Thx RO for ur help.. n thx P&C for being fren again

(2nd)went to bT bdae with the whole group i only gal.. LOL haha the
ey keep askin me riddles! all laughin at me sia.. humph.. haha got benson(bdae boy) Ronnie, Kevin, Brian,Damien, Aloysius,Daryl, Patrick, Max,Pau Hee, Kenny,Liu shi, Johnson n me.. hope i didnt miss out anyone name.. haha fun day.. =] but tired la.. his present a wallet,skipping rope n a ang bao.. heexz.. oh ya forget to give him bdae bash.. haha!! aft the party i ask BDAE boy to get the strawberry out of the cake end up aloy smash the cake on his face!! arr hahaha..

slackin..

Food~~

lol Wad u all watchin??

bdae cake~~!!!

Games time!! smashin game!!

hahahha outcome (bdaeboy)

Wearin shoes.. n head home

(3rd)get to know JL.. been talkin in msn for quite long thou.. so call la.. haha den meet up to go hort park take pic.. erm den took pic till the DSLR totally flat.. haha. bo bian last few pics use my hp take.. xD heehee..den both of us r in hunger.. went to take bus back to harbofront eat ban mian with sugar cane drink.. den off to bugis illuma jalan jalan.. finally bugis villiage le.. awhile later he went off to meet his fren i go meet my mum.. haha.. tired n fun day.. enjoyable day.. =] HORT PARK is nice should go!!

good for takin weddin pic ya?

such a cute hub..

haha Candi shot of JL lookin at fishes..

disturb when he Zhi lian.. haha xD

taught me how to take water pic..

couples can come at night.. haha

(4th)Morning went to INDUS road.. bring all the elderly to BOLLYWOOD farm.. get fresh air.. when ever they saw a veg or when they free ar.. they will say "ah boy/gal ar.. see tad plant over there?? its___" haha somehow find them cute..=] enjoy helpin them.. among all elderly they give nick to 3 uncle.. naming 1-hehehe 2-hahaha 3-heiheihei.. den joke after joke i become the hohoho liao.. haha.. bus trip back was noisy in bus with them.. everyone laughin n playin heexz VOLUNTEERS: Ken, Grace, Li Ting, Yan Ling, Wei Lun n Me~~!! haha after the trip i went to Meet JL for movie.. heexz.. went to watch AVATAR(3D) haha the view are nice.. n humans really lose lo.. they jus kill w/o thinkin sia.. jus by cutting down the tallest tree it kill so many avatar liao ..oh well.. after all its a nice movie!! thanks JL for introducin tad movie thou he watch for the 2nd time.. heexz..

while waiting for departure..

set off lo..

walkin in..

get ready for grp pic.. xD

pic with auntie <3

Volunteer group photo..

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-01-30T22:54:00.002+08:00

New Beginnin for me.. heexz.. finally know how to look on the Bright side.. =] yeah love the new me.. somehow.. haha..great smile.. the real smile... instead of the cold fake smile... =] yippee..

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2010-01-10T21:17:00.002+08:00

back to cell le... this few days nt back pain den is wei tong... tend to see u evry sunday.. but.. cant we still be frenz??? its a new year... new beginning... if KW u ever saw this... i hope we are still frenz ba.. tads all.. i dun ask for more... yupp... erm.. enjoyin every moments with my cell members... forgivin ur enemise n love them bless them back.,.. hahaxz xD.. BE alert to those aaround u.. esp ur parents.. u will never know when they will pass away.. or there will be a day when u can talk to them anymore.. no longer can see them.. they no longer can hear u.. den u regret.. its all too late le... i cried when i heard things happen to my dearest sis.. bought things for her to eat all tad.. the worried is still in me... No matter wad.. HATE is a very tiring thing.. Forgive n forget... by forgettin is hard.. but at least try to forgive those that hurt u.. =] tads all for today..

♥♥ LOVE: not control BUT CARE ♥♥

2010-01-05T11:45:00.002+08:00

New Year.. New wishes.. New goal.. New life... New mission.. New obstacle... New BREAKTHROUGH!!!! New dream New horizon...

must belive in myself n overcome all temper all sorts.. jia you.. myself n everyone... never give up!!! why give up if u never try ... if u fail to plan u plan to fail!!

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2009-12-30T12:10:00.002+08:00

In this comin new year of 2010!! i want a new breakthrough in my life.. in studies.. in friendship.. in relationship.. everythings.. forgive n forget on wad happen in the year 2009.. wad happen had aready happen... no matter who had quarrel, fights, or even did some awkward things in 2009... i hope everyone in the year 2010.. is a fresh new one!! =] everyone treat each other with a open heart n warm welcome.. "I GOTTTA FEELING... TAD NEXT YEAR GONNA BE A GOOD YEAR" haha jia you oh.. those graduating.. good luck n best wishes for u.. those startin a new term.. all the best.. those enterin new school.. make more frenx oh.. heexz..

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! ! ! WOOHOO ! ! 2010 A BREAKTHROUGH FOR ALL ! ! !

♥♥ LingLing love u DeepDeep ♥♥

2009-12-03T17:00:00.003+08:00

now at KW class.. they doin the project.. i help them stick the board tril n error.. haha.. den the toopid benson call me Maria den kevin say "no.. is mary.." humph!!! box la... ><

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

2009-12-03T15:12:00.002+08:00

heyhey anyone wana eat at the restraunt tgt?? can look at NOV 26 post^^ 2px include gst is $90.15..er... (1px 45.10 but min 2px) free flow drinks..wanted to ask the hang out group (the KW that group)dunno they will go anot.. very ex lei.. haha or steamboat also can!!

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

2009-12-03T13:35:00.007+08:00

it has been so long since i last posted... humph.. how should i start?? haha erm.. well i get to know the (Kevin,PauHee,Diamen,Ronnie,Brian,Ken,Benson,LiuShi) that group.. startin to go out more n more la.. haha.. aft speer project... saw DG,KW and BC in the bus.. heard them say abt pool den i sort of ask them go play pool next time... haha but did noe they so on la... they ji tao on that week sat we went for pool at boonlay there.. meeted at 2plus near 3 den reach tad area ard 3plusplus lo.. hahaz..

During Game.. alot funny things happen.. ^^

(me_) while playin my cue keep flyin off my hand.. they keep laughin lo.. humph ._____."" not good de lo.. den somehow they still say its the first time they see ppl cue fly lo.. o(+_+)obully sia haha..

(KW_)his white ball keep jumpin lo.. hahahhaa den durin game keep.. "shou xia liu qing la... " xD even when they are hitting the last ball my group still got 3 to 4 he still say tad lo =.="" haha

(DG_)he keep coarchin his teammate *(FYI the grp mates change every round) den esp when he grp with PH.. haha funny la.. all the hard ball is PH shoot xD

(PH_)this guy ar... taiko siao!!! hahaha he can anyhow shoot the whiteball even if at times the cus is slunt.. somehow it went in lo.. hahaha everyone stun.. xD should took the video down.. hahaha

(KT_)he only play one round.. keep sayin grace dun play so shld be dun like go tad place all tad... lol end up still play ar... hahhahaa..

Dayss later meet KW up cus need him teach me the circuit thing =( from 12 plus wait till near two la... ='( when he came dwn with BC and DG.. den they like *jiao way*(hokkien) hahhaha xD den KW teach till he also confuse liao.. just nice MDM SUNA** walk pass he ask her come over.. haha she teach awhile understand liao lo.. haha but i guess my STM brain not workin le..

=( this few weeks/months things jus cant get ino my brain lei.. wads going on sia.. haaha

ytd.. aft sch ard 5plus went to plc room to find KW lo..

BT & LS also there.. lol the whole lab only the 3 of them lo.. haha den i go in li li siao siao.. haha keep talkin to LS abt the piggy game.. den BT scold LS O.o"" so mean la.. hahaa NOTE!! if u are in BT group no time to rest!!! haha.. xP serious on.. tad time the speer project he also keep askin me wrap things.. wrapp maggie oh.. humph.. haha for lucky draw gift only la.. heexz... erm.. den talk to KW abt the movie things n game stuff.. haha guess BT hate me alot la.. haha everytime they do things i talk to this or that haha... acc them till 7 plus... den wait mdm suma** to check.. when she came she was like why is ML here?? haha somehow she always seem so surprise when i'm with them.. xD

den the toopid BT tell her tad i waiting for KW .__. lol i go talk talk ma.. haha.. den transfer alot of things to kw lo.. lucky aft she check their project den the transfer just nice finish^^ heexz nice timing yupp!! den went to locker area.. i wana put things ma.. den so dark lo.. SCARY ok?!! den ask them acc me end up only KW pei wo.. haha.. aft puttin den i went to toilet... haha den i show KW the TKK cert.. he go show BT.. i didnt noe BT wan the TKK cert tad much la.. haha.. they keep usin it to sia him xD so mean haha.. i also did la.. =x den on our way to dover market.. cus me n KW walk at the back ma.. den i tell him BT bag like WU GUI KE.. =X hahaha we broke into laughter den BT turn ard *gasp* we faster say nth nth haha (shhhh~~).. on the stairs up i tell lui shi too.. hahahah OPss =S... found a sit at the coffee shop there and off to order!!

LS & KW: chicken crulet(wrong spellin)

me:chicken chop

BT: beef steak with onion rings O.O

aft eating.. we joke ard.. abt barrier btwen us n BT cus he dun get us no matter wad we say haha.. he say he wana buy the laser keyboard yet when discribe me n LS keep guessin he keep replyin no.. haha den aft a while he reply he himself also dunno what he's talkin abt hahaha LOL.. Dunno wad BT say about LS den LS go slip the ice on BT hahaha(in a funny way) me &KW laugh like siao lo.. haha BT keep pushin LS face away using punch.. haha den like kung fu panda lo.. =X den i say he look likie kung fu panda den everyone laugh to the max!!! hahaha (while typing this blog i also laughin lo.. ppl around me tot i siao liao =X hahah) funny sia!!! had lots of fun.. ^^ aft dinner n slackin.. we walk to the busstop le.. haha i guide the wrong way lo.. lucky they never follow hahhaa!!! den in the bus LS was sayin last time he also stay at outrum area.. den he discribe i keep cant understand .. end up its actually the opposite direction of where i live lo... lol.. talk all the way to dover tat trip..

todae aft sch went to library.. the connections.. kaozzz... can slp la.. lol.. change a com due to its connection lo.. now even goin to rain liao.. sian.. haha but jus now KW got come acc me awhile den go back for his year end project... JIA YOU OH!!!^^ gogogogo!! library freezin cold.. yet still raining.. oh ya ohya!! tml gouin to claim a prize at dunno wad UzoneMedia company.. at jalan afifi near paya lebar there.. dunno wad wulu wulu place lai de.. haha luckily tml u acc me go^^ thanks in advance!!^^ u readin this now right?? haha xD

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

2009-11-26T17:11:00.001+08:00

i'm tryin hard... yet my back pain is killin me.. >< cant really wake up in morning.. urgh todae nearly late.. haiz.. auto cad exam.. luck reach on time...

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

i bring mum to restraunt to had this

2009-11-26T16:57:00.005+08:00

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

pub with nue er n lao po/gong

2009-11-25T22:37:00.005+08:00

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

2009-11-24T16:47:00.001+08:00

whats happening this few days.. whats happening this month.. why is everyone breakin up??!!

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

2009-11-22T11:06:00.004+08:00

it has been so long since i last post... hahah bhere r some pics of the food i had.. for the pass few days^^

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

2009-11-20T16:41:00.002+08:00

chui chui chui!!! the mood chui... haiz... helpin someone i shldnt help.. seein things i shldnt see.. hearin things i shldnt hear!!! FUCK it la!!! urgh... u... i had enough of u.... jus some one i met not long i'm not gonna let u freakin ruin my day jus by a sentence.. suan le... fren is fren 4eva.. but as for u.. someone i really hate now.. u can thank god i didnt tell u face to face... as i'll really slap u dam hard on u! !@#$%^&^%$#@Q#$#%

♥♥ LingLing miss chocolate fondue~~*!!♥♥

2009-11-15T10:47:00.014+08:00

todae went out with K.T again!! haha went to TIONG BARHU PLAZA... heexzheexz... went to GV to get our ticket for the movie 2012 the que were short when we were quein.. hahahhaha the first joke of the day..
GV counter: erm ticket for two..
K.T: yupp^^
GV counter: where do u wana seat??
K.T: do u have a backside??
( hahhahahah actually he wana say do u have a BACK area SIDE seat de)
ME: HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
GV counter: er....
K.T: back area side seat... srysry.. haha..
ME:*wisper* hahah paiseh!! =P

Haha after buyin went to eat Griller while approachin our seat we saw the que at GV was like... wahhhhh~~!!! so long lo.. lol hahaha den we order

fish & chips(his) chicken curlet(mine) and a hawaiian pizza & fish cubes (share) heexz yummy yummy oh.. xP he dun eat the tartar/thousand island sauce lo.. hahah shuld ask that person to put more on it.... heehee^^ drinks summer passion n coke.. den chat chat n eat lo.... he throw the whole batchs of salad on my salad lo.. lol when finish the salad n fries i full le lo... den he still say me.. :" ppl eat main things first u go eat the deco(salad) first lol..." hahah.. no wrong ma.. hao liao put last den eat... but... =.=""" wrong estimation la.. too full le.. hahaha xD aft finish our main course follow on to the piZZZA!!! haha inside got big big slices of onion,tomato n heinz(deng long jiao) de lo.. eeekkk.. but the over all is nice la.. then this guy hor... HAHAHA cant stop laughin when i think of it lo.. theres a family sittin next to me la... den while K.T was takin out the onion tomato n capsicum right he was sayin:
onion:intestine
tomato:blood veins
capsicum:cancer cells!!
LOL the two little kid was like lookin in daze lo.. hahhaha.. he nvr notice la.. when i tell him he stilll contiue la.. hahah meanie.. =X the pizza was cut into 4slices la.. i manage to eat 1 pcs la.. too full cant eat le.. end up eatin all the fillins inside other then the onions all that..
he eat till he buay tahan the onion smell den stop lo.. silly sia.. haha.. den he say he still can continue eat... say if order 1 more set still can eat.. hahaha
me: excuse me miss!!*wavewave*
HIM: *wisper* oi no la.. jokin la.. weiii
miss: ya? how can i help
him: nth nth (@.@)
me: bill pls..=]
miss: erm okay^^
me: (look at him) hahahahhaha gotcha!!! =P

heexzheexz fun la... hahahha den we go jalan jalan around lo.. he hardly go tiong de ma.. den went to minitoons found nu er de belated bdae present... order it first... haha ex sia.. den we go to the shop i dunno wad name la.. i name it jia wawa^^ heexz.. KT saw his fren la.. den they chat lo i dun disturb haha.. i go around saw lot dolls sia.. haha.. den he say before this kind very easy jia de.. ok lo.. haha i wan alot sia.. he say after movie all that la.. so ok lo.. haha bring him to the 5th floor... the got the comic bookstore cum lan shop la.. $2.20/hr ppl love comics can go oh.. they got lots of it.. take the lift to 5th floor once come out of lift can see le.. worth it la.. if u read as fast as me.. hahha xD cailing went with me b4 so she shld noe heexz... den found this shop sellin all kinds of toys got: army tanks,plane,alot of anime character alotalot.. shld go take alook de... =]

went down to get a bubble tea.. blue coral n chocolate oreo with green apple jelly^^ i was tellin him tad next fri me n my other 3 sista goin drinkin session haha... den here cums the 2nd joke...
he:august ar??
me:no ar.. next friday..
he:no~~ i mean all girls ar??
hahahhahaa funny sia lol pronunce error lo.. xD stomach pain la..

heexz den we go to the SMK area to sit.. haha den theres a guy we saw.. we even talkin abt he do paper work ther all sort.. den suddenly he walk over to do servey on something la... haha K.T keep laughin at my reply la.. lol (ABISH!!) tad fellow work for safar de den wana ask abt wad electron cirga de.. haha. at the end of servy aready 5.05 le lo.. haha den i tell KT no time le.. he still take it slowly.. =.="" typical guys..

hahaha go theater le.. ours is 6 in hokkien is lucky ma.. den he say wah!! nt bad sie... luck sia.. haha goodgood.. end up in the theater theres a baby sittin next to our roll.. =X he was like abit.. haha no comments at first the baby okok l.a.. in the middle part the most excitin part.. the baby keep makin those sounds.. haha can see K.T was kinda irritate la.. O.O erm wad to do.. ahaha.. he kept quiet never say anything.. till we get out of the theater la.. =]
after movie we go till basement there den i rmb.. he haven help me jia wawa lo.. he promise le ma.. xD den we debet for quite long ahhaha... den he still end up going up ar... heeheexz..

spend ard $20 on this prince le... we gave up.. haha

first time ppl jia wawa for me eh^^ haha kai xin man!!!! heexz

oh ya.. this handphone doll is due to.. change money den buy de la.. he actually dunno de lo.. aiya the mirror reflection la.. he saw le.. xC

but over all.. hahahhahaha fun day n happy day la.. i enjoy alot.. thanks to all his toopid 2 jokes lol.... hahhhaha^^

♥♥ LingLing THANKS K.T FOR EVERYTHING xD~~*!!♥♥