today 30 july... hearing things from my bf de ex... it jus doesnt feel good.. somehow or another.. strugglings... but.. i gotta trust him... As everything is the past le.. its all over.... Our story has jus began.... all the past doesn't matter isn't it?.. who doesnt have any past???? change my mindset and think.... since its all the things is the past.. why do i mind so much when she mention how this or that about my guy,.... its because u didnt cherish him ar... wads the point of telling me all this now?? its far too late u know...
oh well... 20 Liao... grown up le.... gotta be stronger iwhen handling my emotions... even thou he might be close to alot of gals... as long as he love me.. his heart got me... he know what he is doing.. its enough le ar... being stubborn is also a foolish act ar... hahaha nth even happen if i start doubting or dun trust him... why do i even accept him in the first place?? he's doin so much to make me feel secure... intro to his frenz, his buddies, cousin, relative, neighbour and family members.... jus to let ppl know i'm somebody to him ar... n yet i still worry so much... wad am i doin leh aiyo... think abt the happy times ba...
Loving someone is not because who he/she is in the past.. wad matter is now ar... what had been past is the past le.... bringing it up.. doesnt give anyone any benefit... Dont u think so??? thou hearing things from her is very uncomfortable..... but be positive... she mention cus she only realise his good when she leave him ar... but i ardy know it all this while ar.... being with him theres never been regrets.... only happiness...
Have u ever try wakin up with a smile on ur face every morning??? well i do... it freshes n brighten up my everyday... jus by thinkin of him or he appear in the dream... hahahha XD... lol.... and althou today is only the 5th day we've beeen together.... but.... i'm use to be a super duper negative gal,.... till the day... he started to enter my life,.... erase my negative n now... i'm starting to gets more positive.. in mindset.. in thinking.... =] smiles.... hahahha as long as we both know how much deeply in love we both are is enough le... money can earn together.... thou it might be diff from those who is financial freedom...but... lets say one day.... u has ur financial freedom... are u sure ur partner love u for who u are or ur money???? hahahha money means alot n can bring u lots of happiness... BUT !!! theres only 1 thing that money couldnt buy.... MONEY CAN NEVER EVER EVER BUY A PERSON WHO LOVE U TRUELY MADLY DEEPLY.... =]
i love my Hubbi BRYAN~~~!!!!
♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥
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