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i loved once @ Friday, July 30, 2010
today 30 july... hearing things from my bf de ex... it jus doesnt feel good.. somehow or another.. strugglings... but.. i gotta trust him... As everything is the past le.. its all over.... Our story has jus began.... all the past doesn't matter isn't it?.. who doesnt have any past???? change my mindset and think.... since its all the things is the past.. why do i mind so much when she mention how this or that about my guy,.... its because u didnt cherish him ar... wads the point of telling me all this now?? its far too late u know...

oh well... 20 Liao... grown up le.... gotta be stronger iwhen handling my emotions... even thou he might be close to alot of gals... as long as he love me.. his heart got me... he know what he is doing.. its enough le ar... being stubborn is also a foolish act ar... hahaha nth even happen if i start doubting or dun trust him... why do i even accept him in the first place?? he's doin so much to make me feel secure... intro to his frenz, his buddies, cousin, relative, neighbour and family members.... jus to let ppl know i'm somebody to him ar... n yet i still worry so much... wad am i doin leh aiyo... think abt the happy times ba...

Loving someone is not because who he/she is in the past.. wad matter is now ar... what had been past is the past le.... bringing it up.. doesnt give anyone any benefit... Dont u think so??? thou hearing things from her is very uncomfortable..... but be positive... she mention cus she only realise his good when she leave him ar... but i ardy know it all this while ar.... being with him theres never been regrets.... only happiness...

Have u ever try wakin up with a smile on ur face every morning??? well i do... it freshes n brighten up my everyday... jus by thinkin of him or he appear in the dream... hahahha XD... lol.... and althou today is only the 5th day we've beeen together.... but.... i'm use to be a super duper negative gal,.... till the day... he started to enter my life,.... erase my negative n now... i'm starting to gets more positive.. in mindset.. in thinking.... =] smiles.... hahahha as long as we both know how much deeply in love we both are is enough le... money can earn together.... thou it might be diff from those who is financial freedom...but... lets say one day.... u has ur financial freedom... are u sure ur partner love u for who u are or ur money???? hahahha money means alot n can bring u lots of happiness... BUT !!! theres only 1 thing that money couldnt buy.... MONEY CAN NEVER EVER EVER BUY A PERSON WHO LOVE U TRUELY MADLY DEEPLY.... =]


i love my Hubbi BRYAN~~~!!!!

♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

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went to eat dinner with dar.... today recieve the news.. went into dars company le... but will it be the same dept still depends ar.. lol... still wondering is it a good or bad things to be in the same company.. lol wonder nia..

erm then today dinner was.. oh jian n chao seah mian... hahahha seah i eat ur cousin again.. dun say what??!! oh hahhaha morning went swimmin with hui jun... do some gals take nend up become a cook lobster... lol red red de... oh my... :( ma yah... i'm cook... hahaha nay one?? lol... lame.. den went to eat our all time fav Claypot toufu after swimming.. is my regular thing with hui jun oh.... hahahaha... xD..

Venue: tiong barhu plaza
Food: Claypot toufu..
must try oh.. !!! nice.. over at kopitiam,.. =]

now at my guy hus.... bloggin... no more broadband at home le...SAdded... =.="" but.. hahhahha luckily still can use his connection la... he intro me alot of his frenz n relative.... hahaha good ba..... lol.... =]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]... stay happy smile... love is in the air... faster breath in oh.. hahahahhaha love those around u ba....

heard a shockin news from Oyong... after he left company He went to kiss n hug her @ cck.. lol y never video down.. omg cant imagine if both of them were.. hahaha but well best wishes... =]

gotta go acc my hubbi loh~~~ nighty nights everyone.. hahaha mus let bed bug bite oh.. hahhaha lol kidding..


♥♥♔ 好想你哦 ♔♥♥

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Tuesday, July 27, 2010
after going to interview.. i went to meet meeting my sista then 2 colleagues.. the interview was fine.. waiting for call.. should be ok.. and as for my sister.. next fri or sat will meet me for work... my 2 colleagues.. busy schedule is with me now,, after everything.. i went to meet hubbi for dinner... =] yong tau fu.. was happy the whole night till i get home n see the post of them



alot of fan nao.. D*** that side.. H** that side.. Everything Everyone.... i had enough!! i wan my own life ar... payin debts for fren.. forgiving my frenz.. getting hurt by my fren.. betray... make fun of me... its enough!!! ENOUGH!!! seriously.. didnt u all torture me enough?? ITS SERIOUSLY FOR GOODNESS SAKE ENOUGH!!! OMG!! give me some space to breath.. STOP ALL THIS ALL AT ONCE... mood from bad to worst.. as u all one after another the thing keep happening... break down soon... seriously.. zzzz wo hen xin ku le.. bu yao zai bi wo le... ni men yao de wo gei ni men jiu shi le... peng you wei she me yao zuo dao zhe yang? wei she me.. i really dun get it... wad did u gain after hurtin ur fren... FOrget it!!! you you and you!!! its my facebook its my blog.. i had all the rights to post the things i wanted to... so GET RIGHT OUT OF MY SIGHT!!! FRENZ WHO HURT FREN IS NOT WORTHY OF A FREN!!! WHEN U ALL ARE AT NEED.. I ALWAYS FIND WAYS TO HELP U ALL.. EVEN IN FINANCIAL WISE.. NOW ITS MY TURN WHEN I FACE PROB.. U ALL JUS HIT ON THE SPOT N MAKE THINGS WORST FOR ME... I DUN NEED U ALL FOR ALL OF THIS!!! ENOUGH LE LA... PLEASE..



♥♥JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT!!♥♥

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ok time to update my lovely blog le... hahaha.. my life has been goin thru down times.. for the pass few months.. being in a single parent family... my mum stop workin.. plus my income is nt stable yet... ended up sharing my savings with my mum.. plus need to pay debts.. like bills all that... alot of things had happen.. which had bring my moral n smile down...

BUT.. what happen is.. My Dearest Hubbi had appear in my life and bring me back joy n laughter.. The love he gave me.. the way he care about me.. everything he does.. even if its jus a very simple thing it will still make me smile.. mayb to u guys.. u all will say... aiya jus started ma.. but well the answer only we will know ar.. haha.. he brighten up my days.. my smile everything..

today goin for interview @ tampines.. aft that goin to meet my sista Liyin @novena.. den meeting my colleagues @jurong for Drink n caught up.. den meet my Hubbi for dinner..haha wow.. running all around singapore today

ytd while eating with hubbi @ pasta mania.. i saw ASAMUTIN(A).. haha my primary school buddy.. hehee.. i've been struggling n ask hubbi shld i ask whether is he asamutin anot.. haha.. well bibi give me courage n so i ask.. haha indeed he is.. haha (A)he also dun dare to ask me in the first place.. haha so happy.. i took the first step n here it comes.. my old buddy from childhood.. hahaha so proud of myself..

ytd night had a long chat with hubbi.. about wad we wan in life + love..
this morning when i'm still half asleep.. i saw my hp blinking.. so i went to look at it.. its a long sweet sms from my dear... sayin i bring his confident in r/s again.. and felt that i'm diff from other gals.. well.. i dunno... haha

To me.. i've never ever think that i'm a good gf before.. i'm jus being myself..
i'm always negative.. worry.. sensitive.. insecure.. etc..
but i love to smile n easily laugh.. haha at my company my Director even tell most of the colleagues not to make me laugh.. as i laugh sometimes hard to stop haha.. easily satisfy.. dun really require alot in a r/s.. jus a simple love can le.. dun need everyday go out shop go out for movie.. if majority of the time stay at home watch download movie or drama series i wouldnt mind.. =] its also a way of enjoying Love Life(二人世界)..




♥♥好爱你哦~ ♥♥

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Thursday, July 22, 2010
weird weird weird... y u?? seriously... y woh??


♥♥ DON"T YOU INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE!! ♥♥

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