busy with work, relationship, family matters and studies... wads the point of keep neglecting him till he sort of depress... really no time to msg at times ma.. when got time i did call... but.. oh well.. so many things comin to my mind.. struggle n struggle... he keep tellin me stress... and wana know how i feel.. when i tell him he more stress... readers.. if u were me.. u will try to talk ba.. oh well stupid ppl go stupid ways... haha.. *punch on my face* being so longtogether le.. who wont have feel?? who wont sad.. he did scold me for givin up this r/s... but i dun wana torture him le... neglecting... cold.. no time to pei him alot.. communication gettin lesser n lesser.. everything... the way we express feeling different ba... he express by itouch i express by blog... haha diff hor?? itouch.. if i dun see him.. how i know wads he thinkin how does he feel.. all tad... struggle... so many things happen.. say wun sad metal heart obviously fake la... somehow tryin to make him hate me.. and leave ba.. stupid n mean way... but its better then torturing him... jus finish sch took a nap n a pack of rice... off to work soon... i gotta chiong... "she" currently not workin only i can support her.. plus this term i must get a 3.5 and above de GPA... if got the will got goal aim for it and succed ba.. =] heart still aching when see his expression la..... but wad can i do... its either torture him all the way.. or jus cut it now.. he pain awhile den later ok le ba.. he will find a better gal.. better then me.. erm.. jia you ar.. dun too stress.. must eat more oh... dun always stress so easily... try to talk to ur fren more... dun only express on ur i-touch.. haha.. let ur ffrens around u know more about u.. will never forget the time we been tgt... lol guess u will never read my blog again den write de.. lets jia you tgt ba.. ur uni all the best ar.. oh ya n congrats!! for being the cpl le.. =]



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