stupid sia.. quarrel with her over small little things.. tell her i need the cloths only den need wash.. den she say so u bring whole pail there.. LOL... den might as will i dun tell u... i go make myself better right?? den i go take those cloths to wash u shout again... lol... shout shout shout is the only thing u know is shout at me? u gt care hw i feel ma?? u like then throw me temper.. u like u hit me... u like u shout at me.. keep always implanting negative tots on me.. about r/s abt guys abt frenz... lol i need freedom.. i need ppl to care but nt in this form.. its too over my limit.. u dun scold me out of nothin.. u dun come home jus wack me like this... or throw things here n there.. u at least must tell me wads wrong wad... i'm nt ur puppet leh!! i got feelings.. got emotions de... dun force me leave home again!!! FISH!!! i noe u tired.. u stress... but.. got limited la... i become ur trash can for u to throw temper at me.. endurin it.. swallow it down deep within... didnt let u see my tears.. well.. alot of my things u didnt even care.. didnt even listen to wad i'm sayin.. only wan me listen to wad u say wad u wan wad u think..
wad about me???!!
i also need u to know how i feel.. wad i think.. i also need u to listen to me de..

i know u care but... show me can?? action n words...

when i hug u u push me away.. wad the... oh well sad ppl say i no childhood.. wad to do.. when ppl is playin i'm wrkin... well u can say i'm findin excuses.. forget it.. past is past.. y i like cute stuff nw.. cus i cant n wun have them last time.. i'll noe my limit not to buy too much of it.. but.. i need words from u too.. words of encouragment or a hug from u when i'm down when i'm sad.. when i dun felt comfortable.. when i'm scare..
a words
a sentence
a hug
from u.. everything is diff.. can say u are my one n only family member... i only left u.. tads y i always endure n endure.. even when small u love pinchin me so much here blue black there blue black even slap me till bleed.. every thing it will never get off my mind.. but u are my only.. i can lost u... dun leave me.. wad has past is past..

guess blog is the only way to vent my
anger
sworrows
cries
sad
worries
my everything..

cus i dun wan other ppl to worry.. end up ppl misunderstood me.. cus i didnt say out.. tad i mind.. at times i help ppl.. go over my limits.. go over my comfort zone to help ppl.. but theres never a thanks.. never.. well maybe i'm dumb.. stupid.. always trust ppl treatin everyi=one i know as fren..
help them even if its non of my prob.. even its the most major thing tad occurs n hurt me mentally.. i even forgive in like weeks time..
"FORGIVE N NEVER FORGET"
once my senior told me this.. haha its easy to forgive.. but its hard to forget.. as it ardy happen to be written in ur story book( mind/brain).. well true also..

haha after writing here.. feeling better le.. weee... guess when theres prob its best to vent here..=] always make me feel better.. blog might be the only way to make me say out everything haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

twitter become our chat room for some reason.. xD only awhile la.. haha

FL no matter wad.. no matter when.. no matter how.. no matter where...even if i go oversea. i will be here with u.. spiritually n mentally.. =]

GTF@FL thx. Spiritually and mentally sia. =x catch ur spirit use as aircon, then feed u funny stuff and put u in a fishbowl =x kidding

FL@GTF fish bowl?? O.o i smack u i tell u.. haha den take u make fishball xD

GTF@FLwah fierce

FL@GTF*giggles* haha

FL@GTF fishbowl n fishball is meant to be tgt xD

GTF@FLlol. Then add water and boil to make fishball soup?

FL@GTFhaha also can.. =] den add some seasonin n vegg.. =] nice!!


den we continue sms liao hahah

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

miss u whole day end up this morning u appear in my dream.. haha.. makes me feel better.. xD tml lots of things to do.. MeiLing.. stay awake.. dun get all sleepy or emo.. as tml u have lots of things to do.. okay.. stay awake.. today rest early.. =] lots things to do.. omgomgomg.. haha but 'u' will be there for me so i'll be alright.. =].. lovin u lovin me.. theres alot of things to prepare.. but i never wana miss out time with u..


♥♥ *crazy gal missing toopid boi~~* ♥♥

so true.. haha



LOL!!


♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

somehow... i saw him ytd.. and yet i miss him nw... army must have been tiring.. zzz... why so controlling... he have no dinner n no water till nw... zzz really fish them.. nw ask him wait for his officer...piang eh.. wad they doin sia.. zzz.. bully my dar.. smack u den u noe!! they make him suffer sia.. heart pain lo.... *piang(sound of heart break)* haha.. joel lim... i miss u lots!! miss u miss u miss u.. heexz.. =] muuuaackk~~!!! huggie.. a crazy gal waiting for u to book out.. =D haha

nervous!! cus u say sunday bring me home to see ur parents.. xD nervous nervous nervous...

♥♥ *Lingg LOVE Weii ~~* ♥♥

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and then you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

(I won't hesitate)
Open up your mind and see like me
(No more, no more)
Open up your plans and man you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find that the sky is yours
(It cannot wait, I'm sure)

So please don't, please don't, please don't
(There's no need to complicate)
There's no need to complicate
(Our time is short)
'Cause our time is short
(This is our fate)
This is, this is, this is our fate
I'm yours


♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

dar,, here's our horoscope la.. dunno true anot.. xD

AQUARIUS
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they're not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out..

LIBRA
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with...you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.


♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

well.. today hubbie got compy @ takashimaya.. heexz.. well he ask me meet him at fountain Again!!! haha he sure love fountain dun he.. haha xD..while walkin towards him.. i saw him talkin to someone aready.. haha when reach i ask where's his frenz? he say left le.. i was like ohh phew.. den we walk to escalator there.. n he suddenly walk a round back to the fountain i follow.. den he pass me the bouquet of flower.. heexz it was like OMG!!! haha... SHY~~!!!! hahahaha paiseh sia stun lo... haha.. den intro me to his fren.. haha.. i damm paiseh sia.. face burning heart pumping.. haha..

waited for him to finish his compy.. but no mood to shop den sit at a bench mass msg fren.. dun feel like walkin cus i ardy very tired cus ytd i didnt really slp in the bbq there.. thou he did la.. haha give him get more rest ma.. haha he really doted me alot.. thou is thru his way la.. i feel them.. =] dear love ya!! haha

kkk back to topic.. after resting on the bench i went to shop awhile la.. went to the EBC shop stuck inside for quite long.. cus got alot of deco i needed for my next hand make item.. secret!!! haha.. thinkin of the pricing... expensive.. haha.. while shoppin/thinking/waiting... he sms n ask me am i stun about jus nw.. i was like ya... hahaha paiseh n happy plus nervous to the max.. haha first time bf buy me a bouquet of flowers eh.. bouquet oh.. stun lo!! haha.. he really full of stunnin method to stun me.. hahaha.. toopid dear.. xD he say the flower its the first suprise.. there will be one more.. haha i was like huh stun la.. waste alot money eh.. haha

finally he's done with his compy liao.. nw go fountain find him.. den we head over to suntec city Aston to makan .. lovely atmosphere there.. he bring out the next surprises.. zzz i stun again.. tot he say say only.. den inside the box contain: a card from him, a tin of candies and a rainbow carebear... haha both of us keep chattin n eatin... haha aft eatin we head off to IT fair... ermmm seriously.. never try carry a bouquet of flowers if u are goin IT fair... cus it squeezy n u needa protect the flower.. xD very tiring...

dar.. few thing i dun like is:
* ignore.. - ignore makes me feel like talkin to wall
*forgotten- like the incident in vivo
*rush things- told u today le.. go think about it.. heexz xD

very tired liao.. more will update next time =]











♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(guitar solo)

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home) x2

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,(hahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, We fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you a chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
(Over and over again)
We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have a wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do.)
I now pronounce you...

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry




♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

ok now.. i'm only F***KIN worried about ur safety ok... zzz if something happen to u.. i'll breakdown de lo.. i saw my fren knock down by car not once lo... but few times lei!!! kaoz... i dun ever wana see it again never again... well guess blog is the only way i can threw temper at.. at least my blog will listen... zzzzzz n wun push me away when i needa talk.. kaoz.. wads wrong... why u all all like tad de.. the car is ur fren?? u walkin in the middle of the road.. pull u aside u wun move even abit!! HELLO!!!! if u kana run over or the driver hit n run how!!! frenz like this mum like this everyone like this... so wad if everyone gonna die sometime... i seriously hate it la.. tads it.. u all wana walk near the car run dwn by them i dun care le... urgh... my trauma against car accident?? perhaps.. i had enough.. watchin someone kana knock down isnt fun... ur heart break all tad.. zzz suan le... after vendin temper.. nw feelin better.. zzz

nw listenin to " A little piece of heaven" from avenged sevenfold....


♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

hey Readers.. haha for the next few days think wun be able to blog.. so post nw.. haha heres some things me n my hubby gonna do.. haha..

Friday~~
Hubby will be fetch me from my hus den we go east coast for my class outin.. haha he acc me go.. xD haha.. tml will be his first time visitin my mum.. guess he's nervous.. haha xD tml tonnin outside.. scare phone no batt.. =( how??!! omg omg haha


Saturday~~
ton till sat morning den we go had our morning breakfast den we go home bath den go out again haha.. goin to support his compy.. den we go jalan.. heexz.. sad to say sunday he have to do duty.. oh well.. he had been selected by his officer i can only support him ar.. =] its ok la.. we always have next time.. =] heexz


bought him a gift.. shld pass him on fri or sat?? haha.. i prepare a sour plum honey water for darling.. ^^ heexz deardear love sour plum alot de oh.. haha somehow w/o me noticing slowly bit by bit.. i somehow understand wad he wan.. i mean like food wise.. i somehow manage to guess he like Pringles sour cream haha.. heehee...


dear if u are readin now.. jus wana let u know i'm really glad i met u.. brighten up my days.. u are really carin n understandin.. love u deep deep =] i really do oh.. heexz


♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

想为你做件事
xiang wei ni zuo jian shi

让你更快乐的事
rang ni gen kuai le de shi

好在你的心中埋下我的名字
hao zai ni de xin zhong liu xia wo de ming zi

求时间 趁着你
qiu shi jian shui zhe ni

不注意的时候
bu zhu yi de shi hou

悄悄地把这种子酿成果实
qiao qiao di ba zhe zhong zi bian chen guo shi


♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

i find myself so stupid.... zzzzz i readin his SF blog.... i abit sian diao.. saw alot of their things... oh well.. time to stop readin for awhile... haha.. its the past liao.. aiyo.. wad i thinkin?? haiz.. nw xiong kuo men men de... sian... =.=''' aiyo!! jilaka bodoh.. haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

I must be crazy now
Maybe I dream too much
But when I think of you
I long to feel your touch

To whisper in your ear
Words that are old as time
Words only you would hear
If only you were mine

I wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Should've made my move when you looked in my eyes
'cause by now I know that you'd feel the way that I do
And I'd whisper these words as you'd lie here by my side

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

So today, I finally find the courage deep inside
Just to walk right up to your door
But my body can't move when I finally get to it
Just like a thousand times before

Then without a word he handed me this letter
Read I hope this finds the way into your heart, it said

I love you, please say
You love me too, these three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together
Till the end of time

Well maybe i, I need a little love yeah
And maybe i, I need a little care
And maybe i, maybe you, maybe you, maybe you
Oh you need somebody just to hold you
If you do, just reach out and I'll be there

I love you, please say
You love me too
Please say you love me too
Till the end of time
These three words
They could change our lives forever
And I promise you that we will always be together

Oh, I love you
Please say you love me too
Please please
Say you love me too
Till the end of time
My baby
Together, together, forever
Till the end of time
I love you
I will be your light
Shining bright
Shining through your eyes
My baby





♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

this few days keep wei tong.. uncomfy... hate it but wad can i do.. no doctors.. haha.. sry dear for nt tellin u.. xD dun wan u wry la.. cus later u never slp well.. (sound abit bhb sia.. haha ) and i'm lookin for a private college recently.. erm.. oh well.. tml morning 10am need to reach CPS to look for someone.. LOL lazy sia.. oh anyway.. dar finally can go back to his camp instead of outfield le.. so many mosquito.. aiyoyo haha kill them all lalala.. oh well at least nw he is restin comfortably on his bed instead of car seats or field.. thou guys gotta go thru all this.. but.. i xin tong la.. arr hahaha.. xD bought him something special.. for him.. but he say White Valentine only guy give gal things la.. so oh well haha i give him on fri lo.. haha he aft camp go home bath come out to east coast find me liao... so stress for him.. i find it tiring for him la.. ask him dun stress up as he sat got competition.. but he insist.. cus i'll be goin cambodia soon.. haha but dear.. its nt like i'll never come back hahhaha.. xD i know u worry la.. heexz.. i'll take care ok... =]

fri havin bbq with class.. it had been so long since we last gather.. haha.. y HL cannot come.. haha.. hope she can come la haha.. den ah dar only 8 or 9plus den will reach... den we ton.. seriously.. he will be very tired de lo.. haiz... den sat morning eat breakfast liao he send me home den he go competition.. den aft his compy we go jalan IT Fair.. haha den sunday TADAHH~~~ White Valentine Day.. its my first time celebrating it ma.. haha happy la.. cus always is celebrate the 14 Feb de valentine de.. but nw den i noe.. 14 Feb is(gal give guys present.. ) while on 14march is (guy give gals..) haha 1 month diff?? heexz.. lets see.. haha wad will be his plannin??

he say he plan liao.. erm hint is cute stuff.. haha erm.. but i cant hint him on the gift i'm goin to give la.. haha.. but i really hope he like it eh.. choose here choose here still think tat look better... awww.. wad if he dun like.. erm.. oh well.. haha try ba..

it seems like more n more ppl know i like cute stuff liao... haha even HL also notice.. haha xD she say must control abit.. haha ya lo i tend to over crazy about cute stufff.. xD

morning wake up go twitter... den dear de twitter post stun me.. hahaha bleah shouldnt say wad he say la.. heexz he noe i noe can liao.. xD ♥♥watashiwa daisuki desu♥♥

xD k la.. i need to rest if nt dear gonna scold me liao... haha

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

jus finish editing a wallpaper... Dear i miss u so much.. fast fast ORD.. hahaha... was playin with ur ring right nw.. xD.. cant wait to celebrate White Valentine with u.. =] goin outfield tml ba?? tak care oh.. =( and dear.. haha this few pics is never enough oh!! haha must take more k.. Hahaha.. *muackiess*
♥ Love♥You♥Deep♥Deep♥



was chattin with Isabelle who went oversea studies.. miss those time i went over her hus.. dye hair.. play ard... chit chat till late.. steam some yong tau fu stuffs for dinner.. haha really miss the past... when she gets back to singapore.. i'm so gonna meet her up!! =]


♥♥ *Lingg love Weii deepdeep~~* ♥♥

today dar went church service with me.. weee~~~ aft everything we went to eat at the market tgt with my cg member.. xD dar dar blend in well fast with my frenz!! woohoo.. n during P&W songs.. i saw him sing.. dunno why i cant help smilin.. oh well happy he sing??? haha dunno ba.. erm.. den aft tad.. we rush off to kranji to see 1 of his fren cosplay photoshoot xD.. the CY rush him n scolded him eh.. =.= first impression still quite good... erm.. this fren minus marks... oh well... i dunno tad cy well ba.. erm.. oh well nvm... OH OH OH.. anyway.. COSPLAY SHOOTIN IS COOL!!! they found those places tad no one would imagine of.. thou the floor is full of broken glasses all tad.. but the clean abit then continue shootin le.. haha.. get to know alot alot of ppl xD erm aft tad.. me n dar proceed to lot1 to makan n jalan jalan... sioks sia.. haha... bought my YAMI YOGURT.. heexz.. gee heeheee can u imagine the face when he eat it... xD geexz bleah.. jus keep laughin =X..

den went to eat LONG JOHN SILVER~~~ haha ah dar dar suddenly took my phone n tak pic siols.. haha.. wa~~!!heexz happy thou.. =] aft eating.. we went up to shop awhile more before we go off.. den the marriage seminar photo shoot de ppl keep askin us to take a look at their package.. haahaha.. den we damm paiseh sia.. XD arrrr... paiseh to the max... geezz haha... come to think of it... its my first time encounter with stead sia.. O.o (those ex never encounter b4) LOL when ah dar know this.. wa.. the face change hor!! hahahaha.... *pssss i know u are readin hor haha... smiling right?? geeheeheee* haha... ok la.. finally proceed to mrt there.. he wait with me for the train.. den i *hit n run* hahahaha.. he stun lei.. haha so cute~~~.. xD oh well... haha.. reach home chat with HM in msn.. she say my dp look like marriage photo... O.o wa first time in a roll ppl keep sayin abt marriage thingy abt us.. hahaha and its like.. we jus started for 1week plus nia.. haha.. rocket meh?? hahaa.. erm.. xD
let natural takes it path ba
quote from JL... heexz

friday drew the fairytale guide symbol on dar hand

his hand

drew for him to keep xD

♥♥ *Lingg n Weii 27FEB eva~~* ♥♥

some how this came across my mind...
if theres really 3wishes i could make... wad would it be?? erm... :

1st would be.. i hope my family n relative is never ton apart since 1997... thou i might hate my dad for leaving us.. but he is still my dad.. saw him few months ago.. couldnt tell mum.. as he aready had another gal? dun wan mum to get hurt... as for grandma.. how i hope all her words isnt full of spikes which pierce throu everyone when they are havin probs n keep blamin us.. but wad to do.. she old liao.. n really appreciate my mum for takin care of me this few years... awww.. how much i wan to have a family outing... with dad around... daddy i miss u..


2nd i hope for the health for everyone tad i know.. including family n love ones n frenz.. never ever wan them to leave me.. but oh well.. things keep changing thou...

3rd i hope to have a happy n understandin marriage life with a great hubby who's everytime stand by me.. and supportin me emotionly n mentallly.. (as its for a life time thing)


♥♥ *i'm being love~~* ♥♥

woohoo~~!! it seem like i haven online for quite long.. thou few days only....muahahahha... erm.. lets see... i'll cut it down to those days i didnt post ba... xD... erm..

sunday ( 2nd day of stead)
lalala.. haha after service.. wanted to go ard orchard lookin for something for ah dardar de.. but cant find.. sad sia.. haha den dar come find me aft his gathering with his buddies.. heexz
den he come to find me at taka.. we jalan awhile.. den went to far east.. he cute sia.. even if dunno the place where a passer-by ask.. he will go check his i-touch for it sia.. haha kind hearted la.. geezz but both of us had a long day liao.. both tired le.. so he send me home lo.. till door step hor!! mai siao siao leh.. hahaand we took our very first photo tgt le!!! weeee~~~ haha happy la... its nt like i never take pic before.. but jus happy lo.. haha


Monday

aft sch went to find ah dardar at funan IT mall.. heexz accompany him to wait for his deck of cards.. $$120 over eh so ex... but oh well its his interest ma.. haha.. we waited for nearly 3hours den the stock come.. haha he cant wait to open it la.. but he gotta go home to eat steamboat with family.. n i gotta go home n get prepare for the overnight prayer meeting...before the meeting start call dar to chat.. heexz acc him talk till he reach bus stop den i hang up le.. haha and the meeting it was a great as the sermon tad day regarding " LET MY LIFE NT BE CONFUSE FOREVER" wooo~~ chim ba.. haha ok la.. heexz... the prayer meeting actually is from 9pm - 3am de... but dar n mum will worry n tml also gt sch.. so i went home at 11 plus near 12... guai ba.. haha ah dar wry till he so tired liao still wait for me to text him i reach home den he rest peacefully lo happy!! love u dar~~


Tuesday
today busy n sian to the max.... zzzzz sch end at 10 plus... n i gotta wait till 1 den can go for cambodia meeting... nth to do at all.. went to ecad room play cs with the rest... n also plannin for the upcomin bbq... lol... den till 11.45 gotta get out of the room again.. class gottaa close. den at foyer there do revision with the malays... cant focus lo... the weather so hot~!!!! sauna la!! buay tahan.. finally 1 o'clock liao.. went for cambodia meeting... den when teacher ask me to share wad hand craft thing when i take out the friendship bands n the straw heart so many ppl sayin wa kao friendship band sia.. it like wth??!!! u so clever u go teach la.. so wad if i only know this few things.. at least i share... nt like u all kept silent nia.... i'm proud of myself okay!!!the whole march will be so pack... abit cant take it le... about to break down soon... zzzz... den 2pm got to see counselor in sch.. regarding some personal things... i cry when talk to my counselor lo... breakdown.. sian... 3plus gotta go CPS for some testi record... end up i reach there at 4plus... FREAKIN TIRED!!!! But lucky i got someone special beside me.. tad i can relay on n cry out to... really glad his there for me to encourage me to support me...thanks dear...

Wednesday
today... goin out for nitec class gathering.. dar followin me.. heexz he fork out all the time tad he can jus to acc me... heexz.. thanks dear... thou he will be busy but.. i really appreciate him to give time on me..

♥♥ *BELL hit Turaemon* ♥♥