我的人生

i loved once @ Friday, October 30, 2009

hey u freakin bitch... u totally dunno wad happen denfreakin post some ass things in ur blog... ya so its ur blog i wouldnt care... den dun give me all this kind of ass attitute in class... same grp with u in everything... etech all that... kasoz............ he call me usin private number how i noe is who call??? CB!! u go kan pia la... kan ni na.... or u wan kan to ka also can.... always act like a fuckin princess... go lost ur v la... asss.... the tkk tell u so many freakin times.. end up when 'DADDY'(p) ask u wads our project... u ji tao say dunno dunno dunno... how many times le??? from the startin of project till now... telll u so many things also dunno!!! u pro sia... power!!! for the past few days u been givin me attitude ion class lo... fun meh??? "princeszsss galzzzz" zzzz... lol tilol i saw ur bloggg den noe ... eh very childish lo.... innored,give ppl lan jiao face.. ask u project thing give attitude... fun huh?? lol... well i aready tell teacher the tkk i'm out of ur grp... ni hao zi wei zi ba... not like as ur frenz nvr tell u or remind u anything... we told u alot of times before.. the way u reply others.. or ur reaction... bit by bit... it hurts the other so much... just like wad u do to jin in the class... if u ever rmb..... SO WAD IF HE IS UR BABY!!! HE ALSO HAVE OWN FRENZ CIRCLE DE MA..if u dun want ur bf to contact me just tell him la.. aft he give u the status i ardy never ask him call me or chat on phone le lo... is he the one who call me de lo;..... for fuck sake his house number is private number obviously i pick up to see who is he right... if u freakin mind so much den go tell him la!!! dun cb at ur own freakin blogg... fun eh.... same grp yet tell u things give attitute cus of a toopid guy...zzzz so wad if he is ur guy?? so when i pick up i find out he call den i shld say :" k byebye busy~~" this? lol frenz dun even trust ur own fren.... how many time le???? i treat u as buddy... yet u.... doubts aft doubts on me... pls la.. go hong kan k!!!!!!!!.

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Wednesday, October 28, 2009

todae busy with rainbow connection in school... so tired!! but fun heexz will posted the pic up asap!!! all in blazer haha EE1B gogogo!! haha kinda fun urshering.. lol ki siao liao waahhhahahaa.. =X abit like fever fever le.. skin pain pain when touch on.. going to sleep le.. =( i tired myself le ma?? humph..
today suddenly keep thinkin of a question..

what does the singles always tell their frenz??
gals:lets have fun n do some shopping!!!
guys: hey lets go chiong tonite n see if theres any chio bu(pretty gals)!!!
or
gals:when will i get into a r/s??
guys: when should i go and confess??
or
gals/guys: i had a crush on him/her.. erm.. how should i get his/her attention??

what does those attach always tell their fren??
gals:he so sweeet la.. he bring me to this n this places n do all kinds of things haha.. and bought me this n that...
guys: ytd went to date with my gal.. dunno why out of nothin they throw temper/cry infront of me.. wad did i do sia??
or
gals: he ytd scold me sia*sobsob* why cant he understand how i feel??
guys:gals very weird sia.. whenever theres a little thing happen its either they cry or out of no way throw temper at me... zzz wad sia y gals cant tell us straightly wad they want??

hey u noe wad?? no matter u r a male or female... if u dont let ur partner noe wad u are thinkin or if u dont tell them how u feel.. how do u expect them to know?? everyone is a normal human.. all will make mistake... does it really matters who make the first step to apologise?? or even arrage a date?? BUT!!! pls take note.. besides tellin the other party how u feel.. u also must care about their feeling... try sittin down have a heart to heart talk.. tellin each other wad happen wad makes u angry/sad/piss/mind.. everything.. regardless major or minor.. they have the right to noe.. to maintain a r/s is not jus kissin n holdin of hands.. its the commitment that counts.. the trust.. the faith... honesty... before u all even quarrel.. try to imagine urself as ur partner.. why they say this n that.. or why they do all this stuff.. why quarrel.. why fight.. THINK is the magic word.. try to cool urself down n think.. wad really happen that make the both of u become the state u r in now.. slowly bit by bit.. ur answer will come... DONT WAIT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN MAKE THINGS HAPPEN.. THE TIME KEEPS TICKIN.. N U ARE UNABLE TO STOP THE TIME FLOWIN.. DUN EVER MAKE URSELF REGARD.. MAKE USE OF THE TIME WHEN U ARE WITH UR LOVE ONES.. WHAT EVER IS GONE.. IT'LL BE GONE FOREVER.. TIME NEVER FLOW BACKWARDS.. TIME NEVER REPLAY..

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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nothin in particular to post.. so heres some pic i took before eatin haha..=P let the pic tell u more..

fruit tart from mummy..

august babe de bdae cake..

new ice kachang @imm kopitiam

desert stall @ AMK hub

mix berry yogurt.. i make de when i still work in yogurt place @tbp

this looks like fuji apple ba.. haha its mango icecream with outer layer white chocolate=]

the bento from mukumuku@orchard

look how cute is the egg..=]

the ai xin porridge i cook.. have minced meat n century egg

on top is some dong gu!! =]

little snow man from 4leaves @tbp

blackpepper chicken & popcorn chicken rice @ lot1

pizza fest @ yuki house

my pizza Full of prawnniesss!!!=P yummy
and some mushroomsoup (button n golden mushroom)to go with

may bdae babes cake.. i choose de oh.. haha
with chocolates roses!!

honeydew sago @yewtee lvl2 market

my bdae cake on 2007

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Tuesday, October 27, 2009

失恋的时候不要躲在角落哭泣。。

一点点微笑比哭泣更需要勇气。。

过去的恋情就让他随风去吧。。

聪明的女生要懂得珍惜自己。。=]

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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been so long since i last blogged.. tad day play mj till morning 7+++ am tired lo... end up the ppl playin the mj is me, deon, alicia and zhiyang.. lol i lost till left few dollars nia.... hahahha so poor thing la.. lol den walk home with alicia n zhiyang cus zhiyang first time there ma.. den i acc him to mrt station den shun bian go home sleep lo... ><

ytd when go home with julian, mat, jia hong, han, grace and me... mat bus come first so he went off ardy... den later play with han i accidentally scratch han nehneh =X.. one big line across lo... got bleed sia... guilty lo.. bus came we took till jurong east.. wanted renew my card de but need $18.. nt enuff money so went to take bus home.. the 51 is a hour plus journey home de bus lo.. hahah slp till i bang the window... ><>

today hor... found out that one of my fren same bdae with me.... 13October1990 eh.. totally same month same day eh...

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Saturday, October 24, 2009

tonight goin majong agin haha... got deon, alicia, henry,zhi yang n me.. haha if gt take pic will upload later.. heexz.. tired sia... i watchin ai qing liang hao sang huai ahhahaha... so sweet lo the ah ke n xiao xue.. haha anyhow wu da wu zuang also can be together... haha everytime encounter funny cafe thing... heehee... EP 10 le woh.. haha finishin soon.. haha later mahjong whole night,... woohoo!!!!

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Friday, October 23, 2009

happiness is totally out of my barrier?? 我只是想要幸福..

人为何一直付出,默默的爱护,守护,保护..可是对方知道吗?真正的幸福是什

么?真爱又是什么?期望和盼望越高,只会使自己带来失望.50%: 50%。

被爱幸福爱人苦。。 i just wan ppl to love me to dote me.. to be there when i'm sick.. to care for me.. a shoulder to lend on.. a warm hug for me.. i'm also a gal i need love too.. when will u ever notice me.. instead of her.. when will it become the one in ur eyes is me.. who don't need love.. so wad if i'm actin strong infront of everyone.. puttin on a fake smile.. jokin around.. act so happily.. who knows when i'm sick or sad or all tad.. i jus wana see everyone around me. carries a smile on their face.. is it so difficult??

RELATIONSHIP-->LOVE<--FRIENDSHIP

can i be alittle more greedy this time?? i wan both.. as i need both friendship & R/S..
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♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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In a sentence of love, oftentimes you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, yo...u will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense.

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Thursday, October 22, 2009

ii help you with your blogskin andd your tag box ler. please be fucking honouredd hor!!! stupid angry papa alway gan pia, gan the floor derh! hahas! ii think your blog skin iish nice okayy??? you know why? because iish ii help you do derh. hahas! dun EMO okayy? wantt EMO must also jio mii k??? but ii wantt you jio mii more on MAHJONG! hahahahahas!
alicia was here:)

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Wednesday, October 21, 2009

i was wonderin... if i took too many pills will it let me be in my dreamland forever?? haha or is there any method... to stop the time right there at that very moment.. addin up to be a movie kind.. haha.. in the end impossible.. i'll just add up burden to my families... theres so many times i wwana die but.. you see.. theres still so many things i haven do.. heexz.. jjia you mei ling.. try to live ur life to the fullest.. regardless wad happen this few days.. u still got ur family there for u.. jia you oh...

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Tuesday, October 20, 2009

what have this world come to?? haha.. finally we finally talk n joke around once again.. jus us.. heexz thanks to someone i stay aft sch.. n clear the misunderstandin behind us.. lol.. i didnt noe tad my ex did tot u things tad never happen.. n i dun wana care anymore.. as long as.. u trust me.. stay the same way we use to.. will do..=].. aft sch ... went to slack with eddie, jj, kenneth, wee yang n grace.. haha.. joke around n fool ard.. >< meet at cafe yet they wana eat at canteen.. den aft that.. went to hall.. as they got PE.. den toopid eddie keep sayin kenneth n grace grou up for badminton den me n jj a group.. he abit sort sort le la.. haha... jj cai bu hui gen wo group lei.. =( den end up.. nvr play badminton le.. so went to gym slack.. talk talk.. den too stuffy ma.. kenneth look pale also.. den end up.. all of us go library lo.. hahaha.. chat at a corner at first den go play com le.. haha.. 6 of us never sign in to borrow comp lo.. hahhahhaa... heexz somehow.. its just so fun..haha.. saw zhi hao there in the library.. he looks so surprise when me n jj walk towards him haha.. n he give a funny look at us lo.. lol... crap sia.. heehee... happy happy.. i'm happy today!! woots.. seriously!! misunderstandin is meant to be cleared!!! =] heeheexz..

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Monday, October 19, 2009

u noe something??? i once post.. RelationShip n FriendShip i choose Friendship.... u might not believe it.. but ... seriously.. friends n ur relatives are always there.. when u are sad, worried, angry,piss, lonely, no matter wad happen they are there to guide u.. to give u the light when u are in darkness.. to give u warm when u were cold n lonely.. to bring u smile when u are upset... thou havin a stead is a diff thing.. but frenz are always there for u.. so if anyday.. it somehow happen that both me n my fren like the same person.. if the fren is one of my buddy or so... maybe i strubbon or something lo... i'll give up ba... it's either i choose to leave n help the both of them being tgt.. or. the guy choose between me n her.. bendan got bendan de zuo fa ba.. hahaha.. sometimes lyin to urself or even if u hurt urself by the things u tried to do.. somehow it will make things around u settle down...

♥♥ LingLing jus wanted ppl to understand me~~*♥♥

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my dinner for todae.. MR BEAN 3in1 beancurd... haha so full... O.osaw my past colleagues haha they say i slim abit le... haha... =X sad in a sense tad they might be white lies hahaha =P i need a warm hug... a wide warm smile.. cover with tears n emptiness deep in my heart........ so cold in there... crazy me.. haha... my tots of cuttin my wrist is back... the feelings of blood..=]

♥♥ LingLing go orh orh le oh~~* night readers.. muacks.. heexz♥♥

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reach sch at 8 pluss pluss but lesson start at 10... =.=""""" had breakfast at cafe with (kor)kelvin.. =] had beehoon with egg toufu.. he ate macroni with fish cake.. heexz yummy.. but he gotta go dover hq office work le.. den i rot till 10 at sch library.. heeheexz.. surf net FB, cafe world, blog all that... haha.. slackin all around... wanted faster get pay den pay perry back money.. jus dun wana drag le.. but ms kwan haven transfer to my account.. $$$$$... all the dollar sign appear infront of me.. but the toopid HK Lao ban for the mooncake de haven issue the pay to us... till todae they still sellin mooncake lo.... ><

♥♥ LingLing go study le oh~~* morning readers.. muacks.. heexz♥♥

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since friday till sunday i've been at deon hus.. MAJONG>>^^ woots

THE MR. SUNSHINE

YEOYEO IN SPEC =X

HuggiessHuggiess~~!!

the wan tan mee we cook.. with cheesy hotdog

haha took pic of my cards while playin majong.. XD

PLAYERS: Henry"son in law
Alicia"nu er
Deon"lao gong/po
ME~~!!!

heeheexz... win eh tad day.. oh ya still got the hot n sour soup.. forget to take picture.. haha had lots of fun tad day..=] love u guys lotts lottss =]

♥♥ LingLing go orh orh le oh~~* night readers.. muacks.. heexz♥♥

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Heart-
How i hope i can be a cold blooded,so that there's nothing can hurts me..
Eyes-
How i wish i can be a blind,so that i can't know who is the person bullying me,and who is that person asking my mum to stop trusting me....
Ears-
If can,i wanna be a deaf too..so that,i heard no ones gossip bout me...and i can never heard wad my mum said behind me..
_LOST MYSELF_
No matter what i do,
Nothing gonna be change..This is what life called...!!

♥♥ LingLing go orh orh le oh~~* night readers.. muacks.. heexz♥♥

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this mp3/mp4 is the one i've been waitin to buy.. den tad time got sale $164.. wanted white de.. but out of stock le.... tad time 4 gb eh!! wasted eh.. go back cant find le.. ><

♥♥ LingLing go orh orh le oh~~* night readers.. muacks.. heexz♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Friday, October 16, 2009

this few days... freakin problems keep appearin.... fren injure in camp.. fren in hospital... fren tot i'm snatchin away her belove... KAOZZZ!!!! alot of things happen all around us.. but it aren't the way u see it... dun listen to wad other tell u... use ur heart n eyes to see... i dun care what the other say... as long as u trust me.... who have been the one tad trusted u n believe u as a fren?? close fren... sister.... brothers.. all u need is believe n trus...t that ur fren wun betray u.. alll sorts de... urgh... jus emo today....=.=""" felt cold, neglected... emo... so wad... who give a freakin dame on me... LMAO!!! hurt my leg.. walkin like pai kah/// lol

♥♥ LingLing go orh orh le oh~~* night readers.. muacks.. heexz♥♥

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------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Wednesday, October 14, 2009

REALLY A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE WITHH ME..=]
WITH U ALL AROUND ME
MAKES MY LIFE WONDERFUL..
THX.. NO MATTER WHO U ARE..
NO MATTER CLOSE ANOT..
THANK YOU!!
FOR THE PRESENT..
FOR THE BDAE WISHES..
FOR THE BLESSING..