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i loved once @ Wednesday, July 29, 2009


stomp it.. saw it on mrt.. ppl thorw wet tissus on chair.. dun touch. Haha


OUTING AT LOT1


today went out with perry,, cailing,, n alice.. thou perry half way gotta go.. we went one of the dress shop n try out some of the dress..
heexzheexz.. ^^



CL here.. so innocent so kawaii!! i like haha=]


A.L here!! nice pose too haha


and me with the force out smily face.... =[




IN PIZZA HUT


the xi xin de yi mian..


sharin out share.. heexz..
-chicken ham pizza,chicken nepolian abd spicy chicken baked rice
YUMMY~~!!


Lao po take for me de share.. HAha..


Poor cheese.. from full bottle left only 1/3 only>< style="font-size:130%;">if..
u ever ever still have feeling with tad person..
i dunno wads in ur mind.. but all i felt is u driftin away..
why are u pushin me away..
i tried n tried to be tad understandin..
tryin to b 1 of a kind tad make our r/s work..
why am i so pathetic tad.. i'm beggin for ur love...
WO HEN BU GAN XIN..
why is it tad.. always always when our R/S is havin sort of prob like this
is always me the one that shld change. why me??
why is it only me..
am i askin alot from u??
or
when u r with me u dun felt easy..
u dun felt easy talkin to me.. or somethin else??
i dunno.. i really dunno..
pls..
give me strength to go on..


i dun wan us to b in diff world like this pic..
which we might have ardy be..
i've been tryin really tryin.. to bring things back to the place we r..
but the fact is.. we cant??? pls tell me i'm wrong abt this..
i really really love u.. can u feel it??
i arent hintin u my dear.. i'm tellin u..
i really really love u..
and i'm very into this r/s..
seriously.. give us chance.. give us hope
will you??



我在努力,你看到了吗?
我爱你,你感觉到了吗?
can u see tad i'm tryin my best?
can u feel the love i'm givin u?


---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Friday, July 24, 2009
time will just go on n will never turn back anything is over no matter how much u wanted it...
some how.. if its not urs it'll nvr be urs... i tried to hold on give in so much... yt...i'm the one gettin hurt.. u no longer msg me tad much no longer need me help u.. no longer wana revise with me.. no longer wana spend more times with me.. no longer keep callin me dear.. no longer msg me more.. no longer anymore... my heart's bleedin.. who can see. no body really care..wads the point of sayin it out....LOVE is like a mirror once broken no matter how u try to fix it the scar will forever b there... i try out all ways to get near u.. tried to gt in ur barrier.. but.. i cant gt in at all.. u no longer trust me..

你想要的我却不能给你我全部 我能给的却又不是你想要拥有的..

isnt it so true about us.. thou now we r back tgt once again... but when we r standin tgt.. so close tgt.. the feelings.. no longer the same.. the kiss n hug i gabe u.. to u.. do u still have anymore feelings for me.. i dunno wad to do.. i dunno wad to say.. i only know... i love u alot.. tryin to save it at all causes.. i even burn my hand by accident when thinkin of u.. i really miss u.. really love u.. so wad if i trust u n do so much for u.. can ur heart see it?? can ur heart feel it.. is ur heart even ensious abt the things i gave u. the things i do for u.. the things i make for u. the things i learn jus for u.. ever ever notice?? why every time i must be the one to innitiated to sms u... u totally got nothin to sms me?? i waited n waited always.. its only morning den u will msg me.. other then that.. i dunno where u are le... u are so near yet so far away from me... i'm so afraid to lose u.. but u??
to u does it even matters if i'm not with u anymore.. or u'll be more than happy if tad ever happen??
show me some actions can??
show me that u love me.. show me u care.. show me i'm needed.. show me u need me... SHOW ME~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

somehow... by chance.. the things that i wana tell u is in this song..


Wonder Girls - Nobody (English) lyrics


You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change. (Saranghae)

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to, to make me leave ya
I know what you're thinking
Baby why aren't you listening
How can I just
Just love someone else and
Forget you completely
When I know you still love me

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know it's not right so
Just stop and come back boy
How can this be
When we were meant to be

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why can't we just, just be like this
Cause it's you that I need and nothing else until the end
Who else can ever make me feel the way I
I feel when I'm with you, no one will ever do

Telling me you're not good enough
My life with you is just too tough
You know me enough so
You know what I need boy
Right next to you is where I need to be.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want no body, body
I don't want no body, body

Honey you know it's you that I want, it's you that I need
Why can't you see~


I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
How can I be with another, I don't want any other
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me
So tell me why can't it be
Please let me live my life my way
Why do you push me away
I don't want nobody nobody nobody nobody but you.







我在努力,你看到了吗?
我爱你,你感觉到了吗?
can u see tad i'm tryin my best?
can u feel the love i'm givin u?

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Feeling more n more n more lonely n outcast lately.. all negative tots are back.. toopid brain.. aready so many things to think of le.. still think so negatively.. urgh.. mom keep findin job n quit for pass few months till now.. she say she found a job le.. geez.. hope tml will really be a sucessful one.. sigh.. gotta due with Frenz.. their problems.. their feelings.. slovin it for them.. yt.. me myself.. everything also haven settle.. lookin for job n money de wo... wad should i do now... my sista tend to ps me due to guys=.="" den my bf tend to gt busy... argh.. who can i find to talk to... oh god..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Sunday, July 12, 2009
OUR LOVE TAD NEVER EVER GONNA CHANGE~~!!
SINCE 06-12-06..


our first ring



The first ring that we have.. =] as
1st yr anniversary preasent




Our first valentine day haha.. xD



This is how we always wear our ring... geez.. =]

this few months.. alot alot alot things happen between the two of us
the chat
the sms.. the way we treat each other
is never the same..
its like.. i know u but at a point i dunno who are u.. we nearly at the edge of givin up..
but deep in our hearts.. the feelings towards each other cant change..
we love each other.. n is buildin the trust within us..
buildin it strong n stable..


today 12 july 2009..
we went to city hall n went to lots of places...
had so much fun!! i love today so so so much.. haha..
we went to kfc for our lunch.. =]




we bought the Bandito Buddy meal..
share the bandito n split the 2 piece chicken plus 2 pkt of fries
haha.. so sweet~~~~~~~!!!!!!



I always fold this heart for u if we ever ever eat tgt.. heezx..
it had been a habit..



the band that causes magic/miracle..

BElieve it or not... this band means alot to me..
i made it myself .. twice.. for the both of us..
1st time.. it last for the whole 2 yrs.. den it torn ..
den alot of unhappy things happen..
the quarrels.. heart breakin words we use...
the bleed..(cuts n wounds from hittin the wall)
the things tad we do.. started to left out each other..
sweetie..our love use to be so sweet so strong wad had happen between us??



now....
after so many that happen... i once again make it for u...
hopin tad we will start anew~~
like how we use to or even better than tad..
darling..
Humans do make mistake... you ask me to "forgive n forget"
i'm tryin.. to forget wad had happen durin this few months..
wad abt u??
are u willin to tak those words??
have u forgiven wad had happen?? n give us 1 more chance??
=]
today had been really a great day.. thanks alot..



no matter wad.. i really hope today the way we are..
will continue.. today the way we are.. is wad a couple are doing ar,,=]
pls dun change le.. bu yao zai bian le.. hao ma??
our way of handling r/s might have change..
but...
the way we are.. the way we love,care,pamper all that..
everything de everything..
pls done change le...=] i love u!!


---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Friday, July 10, 2009
Heart-
How i hope i can be a cold blooded,so that there's nothing can hurts me..
Eyes-
How i wish i can be a blind,so that i can't know who is the person bullying me,and who is that person asking my mum to stop trusting me....
Ears-
If can,i wanna be a deaf too..so that,i heard no ones gossip bout me...and i can never heard wad my mum said behind me..
_LOST MYSELF_
No matter what i do,
Nothing gonna be change..This is what life called...!!

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Sunday, July 5, 2009
guess i over sensitive le.. hehe.. haiz its time for me to be understandin le,... a R/S without a TRUST & FREEDOM.. u cant last for long.. welll guys are like sands.. the more tight u hold on to.. the faster they will be gone.. where else gals are like ballons.. u will never sure wad they want.. but u need to handle with care.. if not they will burst.. .. today.. i've make a important decision.. to change myself..
for my own good and for the R/S.. well... everyone who read my blog.. erm.. if u have a love ones.. heart to heart talk.. n changes to keep u all going is important oh.. =]

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Thursday, July 2, 2009
wads going on now?? the words i wanna hear.. the things a bf should say.. its not gettin to me anymore.. do u love me like u use to?? i dunno.. u say yes.. but when we go out... i hold ur hands first i hug u first i kiss u first.. everything i start first.. lol like so cheap sia.. haha.. ask u why u never hold my hands u say "u can hold my hands too wad.." lol.. i LL lo.. wad else to say.. tell u i NT feeling well.. u tell me "oh rest more den :)" n to Ur "tad fren" u say "oh rest more OH must drink more water kkz..." lol.. who's Ur 1st priority lol......... zzzzzzzzzzz i dunno u la,... keep sayin i weird... lol.. u gt hear the song 'xiang ting de hua' b4?? go read the lyrics ba/..............................................

in the past.. when i say i dun msg u le.. u will say huh y?? wad happen...



den now... u will reply.. oh isit ok den:) smily somemore... chee bye u with fren big fuck ar... ccb.. say will b aable to contact u den wad happen u left ur bloody phone in ur bloody bag....
cb la... go reflect la i weird or u freakin weird... ccb ccb tmd.... u go out
wun msg me de lo... go out with other gals more fun more exciting rite??? fun sia morew topic to say right.. u say cus we stead so long le so no topic... i hear this words very song??????/zzzzzzzzzz... ccbccbccb... wad's in ur freakin mind..........

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