i loved once @ Saturday, June 27, 2009
boohoohoo... so long never updated le.. haha MISS ME MA?? my readers... muahahaha... aft i gt into my new ITE life haha make alot of frenz n know so many cute teachers hahaha....
in the min time also have lots of things keep happening over n over again in my BGR hump... dunno how to put it la.. haha.. too many things happen le....
ITE LIFE
had a grp of hang out fren who always joke ard m do sum toopid things tgt.. but wad i can say is our bonding tgt is WOW!!!cus.. i'm april intake de.. till now only 2 month or so.. den we r like NAN XIONG NAN DI LE haha.. si dang lo.. erm... really helpin each other alot... haha.. at timess we even joke abt MR tan haha he very cute la.. he change his teaching method due to our clas..>..<
BGR
Wad can i say ... erm.. TRUST BELIEVE n TIME PERCONNEL SPACE is impt.. tads all... i'm kinda lian ren de..i just dunno why.. all my bf so scare me to see their fren... am i tad ugly till like tad.. if xian qi wo why jio me... lol.... hais... love u whole heartedly.. =]...
We had a heart to heart talk peacefully tonight.. i finally can control my temper abit le.. we ok le la.. can i say solve few problems le.. but!! i causes him to lose his buddies.. i tend to wan him to be free 24/7.. my fault lies there too.. why am i a attention seeker?? y?? y ?? like a stalker.. it will felt even worst when ur love one turn to u look eye to eye n tells u tad.. "do u know cause of ur attention seekin.. u causes me to lose my buddies.." my heart stp pumpin the moment.. like a whole hammer just hit throu my troat.. flash backs on wad i do keep comin in.. my tears cant drop.. cant.. i wana go on futher but i'm hurtin him in other ways.. should i leave him, in order for him to gt his happiness.. or should i stay, and try to change.. i'm ardy tryin le.. i'm really tryin le.. i jus cant stand u going out with other gals.. in groups all gals u the only guy i cant take it.. especially u with a single gal the more i cant stand it.. cant take it too.. pls understand..
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