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i loved once @ Thursday, October 23, 2008
MY LOVE HISTORY!!
TILL NOW TOTAL OF 8 EX STEAD ( I ONLY RMB A FEW OF THEIR NAME LOL)
1ST. ANDY
KNOW HIM THROUGH A FIGHT & QURREL.. LOL >.<>! HAHA.. TOTAL 2 COUPLE EXCLUDING ME N HIM LOL.. HE'S A MALAY WHO CAN SPEAK VERY GD CHINESE OH^^ SCARY.. GOT ONCE.. I WAS WITH ME FREN CATCHIN SMALL FISH AND TAPOH'S AT THE RIVER VILLEY DE STAIRS TOWARDS THE SEA.. HE WENT THERE ACTUALLY IS TO ASK ME GO UP.. BT I REFUSE... END UP HE FELL DOWN...... OMG... HIS HANDS AND LEGS BLEED ALOT.. I TOTALLY DUNNO WAT TO DO AT TAD AGE.. OHHH YA.. BTW.. GUESS WAD?? I WAS ONLY P4 TAD YEAR LOL.. HUMP... HE'S A VERY CARIN GUY.. BT THE ONLY PROBLEM IS HE TOOK ON D***S WHICH I HATE ALOT.. HE PROMISE ME TO QUIT BUT HE NEVER.. HE BROKE HIS PROMISE.. ACTUALLY COME TO THINK BACK........ OUR ENDING WAS QUITE STUPID LA... HAHA.. WE QURREL AT THE BUS STOP DUNNO LIKE WAD HAHA.. DEN I HOP ON THE BUS N SILENT BREAK LE.. LOL..
3RD. a guy from bm mac( he quit le)
come to think back.. this is the most stupid de... we know each other through attachment at harbofront mac.. aft playing n chattin we kinda stead le.. den he told me his bdae was on blablabla.. so obviously i go buy present for him rite?? i bought a adidas wrist band n a meaninful drinkin cup for him ... when tad day arrive.. he tell me he busy ask me put it outside his house.. so i put lo.. lol.. felt like theft sia.. haha.. so my buddy(sis) say wana help me chu zhe kuo qi.. so she wanted his contact all tad... hahaxz.. guess wad few days later big news of them being tgt lol.. STUPID rite.. i trusted him for being busy.. i trusted my buddy.. why does everyone has to break their promise to me lol...
8TH. CLARENCE!!!! THE GUY I HATE THE MOST!!
WE KNEW EACH OTHER FRM SEC1... AS I KNEW ALL THE PPL FRM SEC1,2,3 ALMOST WHO ALSO KNOW LE.. ONE DAY DURING PE.. HE N HIS GRP WALK PASS ME N SHOUTED.. " EH.. M***ING TRYING TO TAK THE SHORT CUT RITE" HAHAXZ.. VERY SUPRISIN TAD HE KNEW ME.. EH.. HE WAS ONE OF THE FEW WHICH I'M NOT CLOSE DE.. HE WAS FROM NA DE.. A BASKETBALL CAPTAIN WHO BREAK SCH 2.4 RECORD.. ALWAYS MARATON HE'S ALWAYS THE FIRST 5 TO REACH.. I DUN NEEDA RUN.. AS A FIRST AIDER I ONLY NEEDA SAVE PPL AR.. HAHAXZ.. WE SMS N PHONE CHAT FOR QUITE LONG LE... DEN HE ASK IF WE CAN TRY BEING A COUPLE OR SO.. I AGREE AS MY IMPRESSION ABT HIM WAS NT BAD.. HAVIN A POPULAR GUY AS BF WHO DUN WAN.. LOL... HE WAS GOOD IN EVERYTHING.. STUDIES, SPORTS, CCA.... EXCEPT FOR GALS.. WE START STEADED BT HE DUN WANA LET ANYONE NOE.. WEIRD RITE?? LITTAD HE TOTALLY DUN WAN U TO B HIS STEAD DE WAD?? I STUPID STILL WANA B WIT HIM.. LOL.. WENT FOR MOVIES.. HOLD HANDS.. ALL TAD HAV BE THERES TOTALLY NO SENSE OF SECURE.. NVM.. I DUN ASK FOR MUCH.. BT WHEN MY FREN ASK HIM ABT US.. HE WILL SAY.. "NO.. WHEN DID I STEAD WIT HER??".. >.<''' HE REFUSE TO ADMIT ABT US.. N KEPT TELLIN ME CUS HE'S A CAPTAIN.. SO HIS COURCH DUN ALLOW HIM TO HAVE STEAD.. HE'S ACTUALLY KNIDA GOOD IN CERTAIN BUT HE'S TOO JIAN LE.. ONCE RECESS WHEN I WENT BACK TO MY CLASS TO TAK MY WALLET.. I WALK PASS HIS CLASS.. GUESS WAD DID I SAW?? I SAW MY BEST FREN CLA** WHO KNOWS TAD WE R STEADIN WAS SITTIN ON HIS LAP.... O(-_-")O WAD WAS THIS SIA.. SHE SAT FACIN THE WINDOW SHE EVEN SAW ME BT SHE TREAT AS NEVER... I ASK CLARENCE ABOUT IT .. HE SAY NEVER N WANTED ME TO TRUST HIM... OK FORGT IT.. DEN ON FRIENDSHIP.. I MAKE A FRIENDSHIP BAND FOR HIM JUS NICE FOR HIM... HIS CLASS JUS NICE SELLIN FRIENDSHIP BANDS.. GUESS WAD DIDI HE DO?? PASS IT TO HIS CLASS REP TO SELL LOL!! NVM!! I FORGIVE ONE MORE TIME.... 2 TIMES LE.. NVM I FORGIVE LE.... AND AS A RUNNER DURING TAD EVENT FOR MY CLASS I HAVE TO RUN ARD THE SCH.. WHEN I WAS RUNNIN ACROSS THE ARENA.. OPPOSITE ME.. I SAW HE WAS HELPIN HER TO CLIP HER HAIR.. HE CALLED ME BUT TAD GAL PULL HIM AWAY... LOL... SHI BAI DE REN... I INNORED HIM FOR ARD HALF A MTH OR SO.. HE N CLA** STEAD LE.. A MTH LATER.. CLA** BREAK WIT HIM N PATCH WIT CAS** ..(OUR BATCH CALL THEM THE C LOVERS AS 3 OF THEM THEIR NAME START WIT C).. DEN HE CALL ME N ASK FOR PATCH UP AFT EVERYTHING HE HAD SAID N DO.. HE'S THE ONE WHO HURT ME MOST..
DUNNO Y.. AFT ALL THIS I GUESS CUS OF TRAMA I DUN TRUST GUYS N MY BUDDY TAD MUCH LE.. WHICH IS VERRY UNFAIR TO MY CURRENT BF .. HE UNDERSTAN WAD I NEED.. WAD I WISH.. HE LIKE TOTALLY CAN FELT HOW I FEEL N EVEN MY THINKIN.. HE SHOW ME THE TRUST IS WORTH TRUSTING.. WE BOTH CHANGE ALOT FOR EACH OTHER.. HE BOUGHT LIGHT INTO MY LIFE... HE GAVE ME WARM WHEN I WAS LONELY N COLD.. DEAR I LOVE YA.. THX FOR BEING BY MY SIDE


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---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Wednesday, October 22, 2008
LI PING THANKS ALOT FOR HELPIN ME
U NOE ITS URGENT N IMPT
thxxx..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Monday, October 20, 2008

LOVE IS SOMETHING I CANT ASK FOR...

CARE IS SOMETHING I NEED ALOT...

HOPE IS SOMETHING I DONT HAVE...



I LOVE U.. I GAVE UP SO MUCH FOR YOU...
BUT.... U?? WHEN U ARE TIRED.. YOU CAN DONT REPLY ME BUT NO MATTER HOW TIRED I AM.. I MUS REPLY..

I GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR U.. I CAN USE MY WHOLE MONTH PAY JUST TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY FOR YOU.. BUT YOU??
I CAN ENDURE AND DO THE THINGS YOU LIKE.. YOU WANT.. EVERY LITTLE THING I SEE U NEED.. I'LL BUY.. BUT HELLO.. I'M NOT UR MUMMY..I'M A GAL WHO NEED LOTS OF BIGBIG LOVE TOO.. U NOE I NEEDS LOTS OF CARE.. U KNEW IT LONG AGO DUN U.. BT Y??? I ARDY CHOOSE TO SACRIFICE FOR U LE..

ALL I WANTED IS U TO:

CARE FOR ME..
LOVE ME..
PAMPER ME..

IS TAD TOO MUCH FOR U TO DO? AFTER ALL TAD I'VE DONE.. HELLO.. I LOVE U THERES NO REASON FOR IT.. I MIGHT LOOK STRONG BT I NEED UR CARE DE..

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Sunday, October 19, 2008
this song means alot to me baby.. i love u^^
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my love
还记得和你一起看着蓝天
我们曾对着星星许下心愿
在那座花园
种满了你我从前单纯的笑脸
now
你用花编成的戒指在身边
你陪我走过的记忆像昨天
同一座花园
我心中的伤悲想念
你再也看不见
我想对你说我爱你到永远
就算承诺没时间让它实现
我会守候这个不变的诺言
不管世界把你我分隔多远
我要对你说我爱你到永远
等待有天再重逢继续相恋
我会记得我和你曾经有约
让我爱你到永远
我会守候这个不变的诺言
让我爱你到永远
我流下的眼泪

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Sunday, October 12, 2008

my bdae's comin... how i hope badly for a pet present.. hahaxz... heexz.. bt i really love the MP3 u gave me... thx... heexz... darling
its realy cute 4cm mini mp3 hahaxz...^^ very sweet of u... i dun expect much... really... jus hav a whole day sweet sweet outin wit u... =] tads all i wish for whole day plan by u... organize by u.. ^^ go eat lunch .. catch a movie or wad so ever de.. i dun mind.. haha.. quite a lot of ppl say or bdae only 3 daes dif very 'qiao' ba... hahaxz... love u^^ muackxzz.. o(nn.)o

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haix.. i really screw up everything... everything tad i've been preparing for the whole month.. went to soul garden for lunch.. end up i compare u with others... sry sry... i jus kinda wanted it to be that kinda romantic or so de outing la... hahahxz... am i asking too much?? somtimes.. i tent to ask myself why i did this or tad for u... worth it?? well i'm not sure for myself... lol.. i only always tell myself tad i love u so its worth soing things for u ar.. lol... but sometimes ... my frenz say "stupid gal... u do so much for him.. he know ma..??" lol... u sometimes reactions kinda slow... and when i gets hurt from the things u say or done... u tends to knew it so late... somtimes it hurts me... hahaxz... bt u do care for me thou u r kinda slow... heexz... lol... darlin... sry this few days.... i kinda treat u so badly.. sry.. jus hate to see u always do last min wrk tad stress urself... end up... u throw temper at me... like i nvr help u... dear... i nvr complain being wit u ... nvr... i jus hope tad the smile on you sweet face carries on... no stress.. no worries... if theres no one supports u... i'm there.. i dun care wad the others say.. i trust u... till i really see anythin wit my own eyes.. heexz
i love u tad badly... truly de oh... plss... dun let go off me... frm small till now... my family push me here and there... i only left u... and my only mum...

---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- i loved once @ Friday, October 10, 2008


Heexz.. Our LOVE begans on 06 Dec 06 if u ever remember.. heexz..
Tad day i was a helper of a event.. i invited Z.Y who eventually bring u here^^
tad day i sat bside u and had the songs and games which needa holds hands >.< *shyshy* hahaxz.. aft all tad all of us settle down and had drinks and food... I once wisper to myself tad i didn't bring enough$$ for myself softly.. Bt.. u r the one who hear it.. Thou to alot of u will think its not a big duel but... To me.. A person who've always been hurt.. it meant alot to me.. If not bCuz of Z.Y we won't event be tgt ba.. hahaxz still rmb our firs movie is happy feet lol

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I've plan for everything tads going to celebrate today... but... your fren all tad say couldn't come..
thou u say its okii dun wry... but.. its all because u never celebrate with buddys b4 ar... aft all tad hard wrk end up ur fren got meeting or outing de... lol... sad la... I really look forward for today de.. heexz.. nvm... Even if theres only 2 of us.. I'll still make u smile dun wry.. hahaxz

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